"As for you, my incomparable sister, I have not the heart to turn
you from your resolves. We think alike, and I cannot condemn in
you the sentiments which I daily entertain. Life has been given to
us as a benefit; when it ceases to be such.... I have nobody left
in this world to attach me to it but you. My friends, the
relations I loved most, are in the grave; in short, I have lost
everything. If you take the resolution which I have taken, we end
together our misfortunes and our unhappiness; and it will be the
turn of them who remain in this world to provide for the concerns
falling to their charge, and to bear the weight which has lain on
us so long. These, my adorable sister, are sad reflections, but
suitable to my present condition.
"But it is time to end this long, dreary letter, which treats
almost of nothing but my own affairs. I have had some leisure, and
have used it to open on you a heart filled with admiration and
gratitude towards you. Yes, my adorable sister, if Providence
troubled itself about human affairs, you ought to be the happiest
person in the Universe. Your not being such confirms me in the
sentiments expressed in the end of my _epitre_. In conclusion,
believe that I adore you, and that I would give my life a thousand
times to serve you. These are the sentiments which will animate me
to the last breath of my life; being, my beloved sister, ever your
"F."
Wilhelmina also writes:--
"_Baireuth, 15th September, 1757._
"MY DEAREST BROTHER,--Your letter and the one you wrote to
Voltaire, my dear brother, have almost killed me. What fatal
resolutions, great God! Ah, my dear brother, you say you love me;
and you drive a dagger into my heart. Your _epitre_, which I did
receive, made me shed rivers of tears. I am now ashamed of such
weakness. My misfortune would be so great that I should find
worthier resources than tears. Your lot shall be mine. I will not
survive either your misfortunes or those of the house I belong to.
You may calculate that such is my firm resolution. But, after this
avowal, allow me to entreat you to look back on what was the
pitiable state of your enemy when you lay before Prag! It is the
sudden whirl of Fortune for both parties. The like may occur
again, when one is least expecting it. Cæsar was the slave of
pirates, and he became the master of the world. A great genius
like yourself finds resources even when all is lost; and it is
impossible this phrenzy can continue. My heart bleeds to think of
the poor souls in Preussen. What horrid barbarity, the detail of
cruelties that go on there! I feel all that you feel on it, my
dear brother. I know your heart, and your sensibility for your
subjects.
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