And yet it would be wrong to suppose their path to have been
altogether sad. It was illumined by love, the heavy load was lightened
by mutual help. Their devotion to each other, and joint pursuit of
literature, was an immense compensation in their hard fate, bringing,
as it ever does, the ideal into the actual, and casting a glamour of
romance over the most heart-breaking realities of existence.
They had also many friends--friends after their own heart--who loved
the intellectual converse of their humble home, and who knew well the
circumstances of their saddened lives. These would include from time
to time many of the choicest spirits of the age, whom the genius and
gentleness of Lamb brought to his side. Barry Cornwall, in his memoir,
says:--
"Lamb and his sister had an open party once a week, every
Wednesday evening, where his friends generally went to visit him,
without any special invitation. He invited you suddenly, not
pressingly; but with such heartiness that you at once agreed to
come. There was usually a game at whist on these evenings, in
which the stakes were very moderate, indeed, almost nominal. When
my thoughts turn backward, as they sometimes do, to those past
days, I see my dear old friend again--'in my mind's eye,
Horatio'--with his outstretched hand, and his grave, sweet smile
of welcome. It was always in a room of moderate size, comfortably,
but plainly furnished, that he lived. An old mahogany table was
opened out in the middle of the room, round which, and near the
walls, were old high-backed chairs (such as our grandfathers
used), and a long plain bookcase completely filled with old books.
These were his 'ragged veterans.' Here Charles Lamb sat, when at
home, always near the table. At the opposite side was his sister,
engaged in some domestic work, knitting or sewing, or poring over
a modern novel. 'Bridget in some things is behind her years.' In
fact, although she was ten years older than her brother, she had
more sympathy with modern books and with youthful fancies than he
had. She wore a neat cap of the fashion of her youth, and an
old-fashioned dress. Her face was pale and somewhat square, but
very placid, with grey, intelligent eyes. She was very mild in her
manner to strangers, and to her brother gentle and tender always.
She had often an upward look of peculiar meaning when directed
towards him, as though to give him assurance that all was then
well with her. His affection for her was somewhat less on the
surface, but always present. There was great gratitude
intermingled with it. 'In the days of weakling infancy,' he
writes, 'I was her tender charge, as I have been her care in
foolish manhood since.' Then he adds pathetically, 'I wish I could
throw into a heap the remainder of our joint existences, that we
might share them in equal division.'"
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