Someone to watch over meGold, H. L. (Horace Leonard)
Science
Someone to watch over me
Gold, H. L. (Horace Leonard)
Science fiction
Undoubtedly the xhindi could have passed through the hull or opened the
airlocks in some way, if they had wanted to. But they made no move to
try, merely remained outside, watching. The two humans, in that space
and time, were alone in a small private war of their own. Mattern could
not tell whether the xhindi outside were enjoying themselves, as a
group of humans would have under like circumstances, but he seemed to
sense anxiety for the outcome--not only of that battle but of another,
inner one. _Why, I'm beginning to read their thoughts, too_, he
realized, in the middle of his fear and hysteria. _I am growing closer
to them by the minute._
And Balas was getting closer to him. Mattern had a blaster, of course,
but he was afraid to use it. A bolt of alien energy might produce a
reaction that could rip both universes. Yet, bare-handed, he was no
match for the bigger, stronger man. Fortunately, he had never pretended
to be a hero, not even to himself in the saneness of normspace, so
he was able to turn and run. Balas pursued him through the desolate
corridors of the _Valkyrie_, Mattern's laughter echoing crazily in the
emptiness.
His only hope was to find a hand weapon--or something that could be
used as a hand weapon. And, as he rounded a bend, Mattern saw the
primitive fire axe hanging against a bulkhead, the traditional relic
that all spaceships, large and small, carried and kept burnished and
ready for a use that would never come. But there was another use it
could be put to.
Instinct made Mattern seize the axe from its hooks on the wall.
Instinct surged up from the handle to fill him with the power and joy
and knowledge to use it. He turned to face Balas' onrush, and his
laughter no longer sounded insane in his ears; it had the triumphant
energy of a primeval war cry.
The madman's charge was lightning fast, but Mattern was the younger
man by at least a decade. He told himself that he meant only to stun
Balas, but he was conscious all the time that, if Balas were merely
stunned, the problem would be merely postponed. He lifted the axe and
brought it down. And then Mattern was alone, the only human being in an
alien space and an alien time, locked in this ship with the drifting
white dust that had been his friend, and the bleeding corpse that had
been--no, not his enemy, but his friend also, and who had, only minutes
after death, already begun to haunt him. It was then that Mattern
remembered the other man he had killed in the same way.
Karl Brodek had never haunted him, but that was because Len knew the
killing was justified--it was retribution, not murder. For Len had
seen Brodek kill his mother, not all at once, but little by little. It
was her face that stayed with him always, her blue eyes and her sweet
voice. She'd been the only one he ever had, really--the brother had
been nothing but a wailing blob of protoplasm--and then Schiemann, a
little. Now he was more alone than he'd been in all of his solitary
life.
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