Someone to watch over meGold, H. L. (Horace Leonard)
Science
Someone to watch over me
Gold, H. L. (Horace Leonard)
Science fiction
Alard hadn't had his brother's luck. None of the great starships
offered him a berth. But there were unchartered vessels--smugglers and
pirates and worse--that would hire anybody who didn't value his life
very highly and knew how to keep his mouth shut. He got jobs on them.
And as the bandit ships he sailed on took Jumps closer and closer in to
the more sophisticated sectors, Alard began to hear of a Len Mattern.
It took him a long time before he could bring himself to believe that
this king of finance was the brother whom he had imagined finding
derelict and penniless. Instead, he was rich and oblivious, not needing
anything the younger man could give him.
It was then that Alard determined revenge. It took him years to save up
enough money to buy the false papers he needed--more years to buy his
way into Mattern's crew. And, finally, he had achieved his end; he was
there.
* * * * *
"But you've been with me almost a year now," Mattern pointed out, "and
done nothing except talk to Lyddy against me. What were you planning to
do?"
"I don't know," the boy said hopelessly. "Lots of times I thought of
killing you, but then I'd be killing the only relative I had."
"You could have told me who you were. I'd have done something for you."
Alard's eyes blazed. "Yes, you _would_ have. When it's easy, when it
wouldn't mean a damn thing to you, you'd do something for me!"
Len pulled out a smokestick and offered it to the boy. Alard shook
his head impatiently. Len lit one for himself. Neither of them said
anything.
Lyddy was sobbing softly. "You never really loved me," she whimpered.
"It was just a way of getting back at Len."
Alard looked away from her, met his brother's eye, and dropped his gaze
to the rug, without denying the impeachment.
Mattern exhaled smoke. "All right, you had a grudge against me, but
what did you have against her? If you _were_ using her to get back at
me, then I think you have no cause to reproach me for anything I did.
Maybe your foster-mother was right; there _is_ bad blood in the family."
The young spaceman was still silent.
Lyddy lifted her head. There was resolution on her tear-smudged face.
"I'm going to leave you, Len! I can't go on living with a man who does
the awful, evil, _unnatural_ things you do...." Her voice petered out
as her vocabulary proved unequal to her emotions. _Poor Lyddy_, he
thought. And then, _Poor Len, with emotions unequal to his vocabulary._
"Everything I did, I did for your sake, Lyddy," he told her softly, but
no longer with any hope of her comprehension. "It was because I was
poor and couldn't afford your love that I went into hyperspace." He
couldn't help adding, "Doesn't it mean anything to you that I risked a
whole universe for your sake, and that now I have worlds to offer you?"
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