"I did not like to see it now;
I did not spend one single piece.
I travelled, travelled without cease
As far as Russian ship could plow.
"And when my own scant hoard was gone,
And I had reached the far North-land,
I took my two stout bags in hand
As one pursued, and journeyed on.
"Ah, I was weary! I grew gray;
I felt the fast years slip and reel
As slip black beads when maidens kneel
At altars when out-door is gay.
"At last I fell prone in the road,--
Fell fainting with my cursed load.
A skin-clad cossack helped me bear
My bags, nor would one shilling share.
"He looked at me with proud disdain,--
He looked at me as if he knew;
His black eyes burned me thro' and thro';
His scorn pierced like a deadly pain.
"He frightened me with honesty;
He made me feel so small, so base,
I fled, as if the fiend kept chase,--
The fiend that claims my company!
"I bore my load alone; I crept
Far up the steep and icy way;
And there, before a cross there lay
A barefoot priest, who bowed and wept.
"I threw my gold right down and sped
Straight on. And oh my heart was light!
A spring-time bird in spring-time flight
Flies not so happy as I fled.
"I felt somehow this monk would take
My gold, my load from off my back;
Would turn the fiend from off my track,
Would take my gold for sweet Christ's sake!
"I fled; I did not look behind;
I fled, fled with the mountain wind.
At last; far down the mountain's base
I found a pleasant resting-place.
"I rested there so long, so well,
More grateful than all tongues can tell.
It was such pleasant thing to hear
That valley's voices calm and clear:
"That valley veiled in mountain air,
With white goats on the hills at morn;
That valley green with seas of corn,
With cottage islands here and there.
"I watched the mountain girls. The hay
They mowed was not more sweet than they;
They laid brown hands in my white hair;
They marvelled at my face of care.
"I tried to laugh; I could but weep.
I made these peasants one request,--
That I with them might toil or rest,
And with them sleep the long, last sleep.
"I begged that I might battle there,
For that fair valley-land, for those
Who gave me cheer when girt with foes,
And have a country, loved and fair.
"Where is that spot that poets name
Our country? name the hallowed land?
Where is that spot where man must stand
Or fall when girt with sword and flame?
"Where is that one permitted spot?
Where is the one place man must fight?
Where rests the one God-given right
To fight, as ever patriots fought?
"I say 'tis in that holy house
Where God first set us down on earth:
Where mother welcomed us at birth,
And bared her breasts, a happy spouse.
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