“Well, my dear, I can’t have you cry, that’s clear,” he said, kissing
her. “Good night, Madeline, and go to bed. I’ll think what I can do. It
can’t just rest here.”
CHAPTER IV.
It was not till the afternoon of next day that Madeline and Gervase met
again. She had spent a very anxious morning. Her father had made no
reference at breakfast to the question which was of so much moment to
her, though he had gone out with a nod and a look of intelligence which
brought the blood rushing back to her heart. Madeline was under no
particular illusion about her father. She had not the confidence of some
children, that everything was safe which was in his hands. She believed
that he would do for her what he thought to be the best; but she was not
entirely certain that it would be the best, as some happy idealists are.
She would rather, indeed, have made sure of having her own way than his.
But, at the same time, she had little doubt that it was an advantage to
have her father actively interfering. He would not do anything unkind.
He would not let her be disappointed, if he could help it. Though it
would have been better to have all things go well without his
interference, yet, things having gone wrong, his interference was more
likely than any other to be of use. This was not a very assured and
stable comfort, and yet it was a comfort in its way.
But she was very anxious all the morning. She was anxious, expecting
Gervase every moment to rush in, to bring her the report of some further
interview not more satisfactory with his father. When Gervase did not
come she became only more anxious, thinking of him as perhaps summoned
to some solemn conference with the two fathers, and impatient under
their admonitions. He would almost certainly be impatient. They would
sneer at him in a way which it would be impossible for his quick temper
to bear. They would goad him with little taunts, such as they were both
so capable of employing, and which they would declare meant nothing
except in the boy’s fancy, after they had nearly made him crazy with
them. Oh why are fathers and parents generally so hard, so mocking and
taunting, and children so susceptible? She thought that she herself (in
reality the most tenderly guarded of daughters) was almost invulnerable
to that sort of thing, knowing how to take it--but Gervase! So that
Madeline grew more and more anxious as the hours went on, not knowing
what to think.
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