one only of the newspapers was there any reference made to Mr Burton’s
son, who was believed to be in the West Indies on the business of the
firm, but who was not spoken of as likely to affect its fortunes, one
way or other. He was left out of all the calculations--an individual of
no practical importance. And Wickham, the man whom his father had taken
in at his suggestion, the interloper put in his place, supplanting the
son of the house (Gervase did not reflect by what astonishing breaches
of all logic and unconscious perversions of fact he thus brought himself
to describe Wickham)--it was he who had ruined and dishonoured the house
that had bred him, sheltered him, raised him to the highest trust. And
whose fault was it? that of Gervase, and no other; in all things it was
he who was to blame.
How to endure the long hours, the long days at sea, the succession of
meals and promenades about the deck, and talks and foolish jestings and
laughter! He could not shut himself up entirely from the intercourse
which on shipboard it is so difficult to escape; but the crackling of
thorns under the pot would not have been half so vain, as the foolish,
vague conversation about nothing, the feeble pleasantries at which
everybody laughed, seemed to Gervase. The flirtations and the
love-making, in which he had taken a certain amused interest, seemed now
to carry personal offence to him. He was interested in nothing but the
record of the sailing--how many knots had been done each day, how many
more days must elapse before their arrival. The progress over those
blank illimitable wastes is so difficult to realise, every day seeming
like yesterday; no difference in the weltering waters, no new feature to
show that there is any real advance, the turn of a wheel nearer home. To
do him justice, it was of his father alone Gervase thought at first,
with an aching anxiety to be with him, and a fever of alarm as to the
effect that downfall, so unexpected, and, as his son was sure,
undeserved, would have upon him. Would it kill him, either body or mind?
break his heart, shatter his health, move him with some wild, horrible
impulse of despair? Or would it undermine and break down the mind, and
turn the clear-headed man of business into imbecility and mental ruin?
It might have killed him, it might have driven him mad. Oh for the
length of the days and the slowness of any mortal voyage, whether by
land or sea!
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