“So I am,” he said, looking at her with a startled air; “a very definite
place, which nobody but myself has any right to. Thank you, my dearest,
for recalling me. I will tell you--not what I, but what my father
means.”
He repeated to her the conversation which had terminated only half an
hour before--or at least the gist of it--with tolerable faithfulness. He
scarcely, perhaps, conveyed to her mind the sensation of astonishment
with which it had burst upon his own, that to his father he was not all
in all, or the possibility which had arisen that he might not get
everything he wanted. He perhaps a little slurred over these
revelations, but he said enough to reveal to her that his father had not
been “kind,” that the conversation had not been a pleasant one, and that
Gervase for the moment was not at all certain what might be going to
happen--that he had, in short, received a check, which was a thing to
which her existence as well as his recorded no parallel. Madeline was
more surprised than alarmed.
“Of course,” she said, “he has always calculated on having you in the
business. I don’t wonder that he was disappointed; even I,” she added
with much gravity, “did not know that you were so set against it,
Gervase--I wonder why?”
“You need not wonder, Madeline. I have told you often I loathe it from
beginning to end. Buying in the cheapest market and selling in the
dearest is not an axiom for me. And I think, perhaps, I hate trade more
since I have seen it on the other side. They don’t care there for our
decent veils. Profit is the visible god. The means by which they pursue
him and his rites, are more candid than among us. It was uncongenial
before--it is antipathetic now.”
“And yet we have always been business people since we were--anybody,”
she said. “Do you think we’ve been doing wrong all the time? All this
comes of trade--every penny we have. If it is so bad that you will not
follow it, shouldn’t we give up all that we have? for it has all been
purchased in the same way.”
This speech startled Gervase not a little. “I have always heard,” he
said, with a sort of admiring dismay, “that women carried a conclusion
further than men, being less artificial, less complicated----”
“That is the kind of praise that means contempt.”
“Oh no, far from contempt; but I don’t go so far. I think the methods of
trade were very likely better when our money was made. Our grandfathers
did things in a better way. They did not make such haste to be
rich--they were honourable, straightforward----”
“Gervase!”
“What have I said wrong?”
“You spoke as if papa, my father----”
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