Sons of fire, Vol. II.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. II.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"Oh, those squares! those grave old Bloomsbury squares, with their
formal rows of windows, and monotonous iron railings, and stately
doorways, and clean doorsteps, and enclosures of trees, whose blackened
branches showed leafless against the steely sky of a frosty evening!
What groves or streams of paradise could be fairer to us two than
the dull pavements which we paced arm-in-arm in the wintry greyness,
telling each other those thoughts and fancies which seemed in their
intuitive sympathy to mark us for predestined life-companions. Her
thoughts were childishly expressed sometimes; but it seemed to me
always as if they were only my thoughts in a feminine guise. Nothing
that she said ever jarred upon me; and her ignorance of the world and
all its ways suggested some nymph or fairy reared in the seclusion of
woodland or ocean cave. I thought of Endymion, and I fancied that his
goddess could have been scarcely less of the earth than this fair girl
who walked beside me, confiding in me with a childlike faith.
"One night I told her that I loved her. We had stayed out later than
usual. The clock of St. George's Church was striking nine, and in
the shadowy quiet of Queen's Square my lips met hers in love's first
kiss. How shyly and how falteringly she confessed her own secret, so
carefully guarded till that moment.
"'I never thought you could care for a poor girl like me,' she said;
'but I loved you from the first. Yes, almost from the very first. My
heart seemed frozen after my father's death, and your voice was the
first that thawed it. The dull, benumbed feeling passed away, and I
knew that I had some one living to love and care for and think about as
I sat alone. I had a world of new thoughts to interweave with the music
I love.'
"'Ah, that music, Esperanza! I am almost jealous of music when I see
you so moved and influenced by it.'
"'Music would have been my only consolation if you had not cared for
me,' she answered simply.
"'But I do care for you, and I want you to be my wife, now at once--as
soon as we can be married.'
"I talked about an immediate marriage before the registrar. But,
willing as she was to be guided by me in most things, she would not
consent to this.
"'It would not seem like marriage to me,' she said, "if we did not
stand before the altar.'
"'Well, it shall be in a church, then; only we shall have to wait
longer. And I must go back to Cambridge at the end of this week. I must
get an exeat, and come up to London on our wedding-day, and take you
home in the evening. I shall have a quiet home ready for my darling,
far from the ken of dons and undergraduates, but within an easy
distance of the 'Varsity.'
"I explained to her that our marriage must be a secret till I came
of age next year, or till I could find a favourable opportunity of
breaking the fact to my mother.'
"'Will she mind? Will she be angry?' asked Esperanza.
"'Not when she comes to know you, dear love.'
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