Sons of fire, Vol. III.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. III.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"I am not master, no more than a beaten hound is master. I have
mastered nothing, not even the lukewarm regard which she still
professes for you. She has thrown you over, but I am not to be the
gainer. I went to her directly I knew she was free. I offered myself to
her, an adoring slave. But she would have none of me. She did not love
you enough to be your wife; but for me she had only contempt, cruel
words, mocking laughter that cut me like a bunch of scorpions. I am
frank with you, Carew. If I had a ghost of a chance, I would follow her
to Schwalbach, to the Riviera, all round this globe on which we crawl
and suffer. Distance should not divide us. But I am too much a man to
pursue a woman who scorns me. I want to forget her; I mean to forget
her; and I think I might have a chance if I went with you and your chum
yonder. I should like to go with you, unless you dislike me too much to
be at ease in my company."
"Dislike you! No, indeed, I do not."
"I'm glad of that. My mother is very fond of you. You have been to her
almost as a son. It will comfort her to think that we are together,
together in danger and difficulty, and if one of us should not come
back----"
"Nonsense, Wornock! Of course we are coming back. Look at
Patrington----"
"Ah, but he has been a solitary traveller. When two go, there is always
one who stays."
"If you think that, you had much better stop at home."
"No, no; the risk is the best part of the business to a man of my
temper. It's the toss-up that I like. Heads, a safe return; tails,
death in the wilderness--death by niggers, wild beasts, flood, or
fire. I go with my life in my hand, as the catch phrase of the day has
it; and if there were no hazards, no danger--well, one might as well
stay at home, or play polo at Simla. Fellows get themselves killed
even at that. Allan, we have been rivals, but not enemies. Shall we be
brothers, henceforward?"
"Yes, friends and brothers, if you will."
They went back to the Mandarin-room, and when Lady Emily had bidden
them good night, the three men lit up pipes and cigars, and talked
about that wonder-world of tropical Africa, and what they were to do
there, till the night grew late, and the Manor groom, dozing on the
settle by the saddle-room fire after a hearty supper of beef and beer,
questioned querulously whether his guv'nor meant to go home before
daylight.
CHAPTER IV.
BLACK AND WHITE.
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