Sons of fire, Vol. III.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. III.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"Which of us three is to stay behind?" Geoffrey asked himself in a
gloomy wonder. Not Patrington. He had come to the stage at which the
traveller bears a charmed life. It is seldom the experienced wanderer,
the man of many journeys, who falls by the wayside. Hot-headed youth,
bold in its ignorance of danger, perishes like a bird caught in a trap.
The strong frame of the trained athlete shrivels like a leaf in the hot
blast of fever. The careless boatman tempts the perils of a difficult
passage, and is swept over the stony bed of the torrent, and vanishes
in the fathomless pool. The hardened traveller knows what he is about,
and can reckon with the forces of that gigantic nature which he faces
and defies. It is the tyro who pays the price of his inexperience, and,
in the history of African travel, the survival of the fittest is the
rule.
"Which of us?" That question had entered into the very fabric of
Geoffrey's thoughts. Sometimes, sitting by the camp-fire as the
chillness of night crept round them, a grisly fancy would flash across
his reverie, and he would think that the pale mist that rose about
Allan's figure, on the other side of the circle, was the shroud which
the Highlander sees upon the shoulders of a friend marked for death.
"Would it be Allan?" If it were Allan, he, Geoffrey, would hasten
home to tell the sad story, and then--to claim her whose too-tender
conscientiousness had refused happiness at Allan's expense. Allan gone,
there would be no reason why she should deny her love.
"For I know, I know that she loves me," Geoffrey repeated to himself.
He had been telling himself that story ever since he left England. No
denial from those lovely lips, no words of scorn, would convince him
that he was unloved. He could recall looks and tones that told another
story. He had seen the gradual change in her which told of an awakening
heart.
"She never knew what love means till she knew me," he told himself.
Did he wish for Allan's death? No, there was no such hideous thought
in the dark labyrinth of his mind; or, at least, he believed that
there was not. One must perish! He had so brooded over the story
of former victims that he had taught himself to look upon one lost
life as inevitable. But the lot was as likely to fall upon him as
upon Allan. More likely, since his habits were more reckless and more
adventurous than Allan's. If there was danger to be found, he and his
Makololos courted it. Shooting expeditions, raids upon unfriendly
villages, hand-to-hand skirmishes with Mirambo's brigand tribes; he
and his Makololos were ready for anything. He had travelled over
hundreds of miles with his warlike little gang--exploring, shooting,
fighting--while Patrington and Allan were living in dreamy inaction,
waiting for better weather, or for the recovery of half a dozen
ailing pagazis. Assuredly he who ran such superfluous risks was the
more likely to fall by the way. Well, death is a solution of all
difficulties.
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