Sons of fire, Vol. III.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. III.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"Allan! It is not in his nature to love or to suffer as I do. He was
not born under the same burning star. All the forces of nature were at
war when I was born, Suzette. My Swiss nurse told me of the tempest
that was roaring over the wilderness of peaks and crags when I came
into the world, with something of that storm in my heart and brain. Be
my good genius, Suzette. Save me from my darker, stormier self. Make
and mould me into an amiable, order-loving English gentleman. I am
your slave. You have but to command me, and I shall submit as meekly
as the trained dog who lies down at his mistress's feet and shams the
stillness of death. Tell me to fetch and carry; tell me to die. I will
do your bidding like that dog."
She gave a troubled sigh and looked at him, pale and perplexed, in deep
distress. His pleading moved her as no words of Allan's had ever done,
and yet there was more of fear than of love in the emotion that he
awakened.
"I have only one thing in the world to ask of you," she said, in a low,
agitated voice. "I ask you to leave me to myself. I came here, almost
among strangers, in order that I might be calm and quiet, and away from
the associations of the past year. You must forgive me, Mr. Wornock,
if I say that it was cruel of you to follow me to this refuge."
"Cruel for passionate love to follow the beloved! 'Mr. Wornock,' too!
How formal! Suzette, if you do not love me, if I am nothing to you, why
did you jilt Carew?"
"I asked him to release me because I felt I did not love him well
enough to be his wife."
"Only that?"
"Only that. As time went on, I felt more and more acutely that I could
not give him love for love."
"And you cared for no one else?--there was no other reason?" he
insisted, trying to take her hand.
"I have hardly asked myself that question; and I will not be questioned
by you."
She rose and moved away, he following.
"Mr. Wornock, I am going into the house. I beg you not to persecute me.
It was persecution to come here to-day."
"Give me hope. I cannot leave you without hope."
"I can say nothing more than I have said. My heart is sore for Allan.
Allan is first in my thoughts, and must be for a long time. I hate
myself for having behaved so badly to him."
"And what of your behaviour to me? How cold! how cruel!"
"Oh, thank Heaven, here come Mrs. Tolmash and her daughter. Now you
_must_ go."
Geoffrey looked round and saw a middle-aged lady in a chair being
wheeled across the lawn, a girl in a pink frock pushing the chair.
He gave Suzette a despairing look, picked up his hat from the grass,
and walked quickly away. He was in no mood to make the acquaintance of
the pink frock or the lady in the chair, though that plump, benevolent
person, with neat little grey curls clustering round a fair forehead,
looked quite capable of asking him to luncheon.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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