Then he called to mind how he had approved--yes, almost approved--of Don
Francesco's deplorable act of familiarity towards the little serving
maid. An absurdly small matter, but symptomatic. Things like that had
happened in Africa lately. He remembered various instances where he had
intervened on behalf of the natives, despite the murmured protests of
the missionaries. They were such laughing, good-natured animals--so fine
and healthy! What was it, this excessive love of erring humanity, and
whither trending? Mr. Heard began to vex his soul to stray about in a
maze of doubts. It was so miserably complex, this old, old problem of
right and wrong; so unreasonably many-sided. Anon, he pulled himself
together with characteristic bluntness.
"The whole question," he concluded, "is plain as a pikestaff. Am I
becoming more of a Christian, or less?"
As though to learn an answer to his riddle he gazed fro he eyrie over
the wide horizon, upon leagues of sea rising upward to blend their
essence, under the magic touch of evening, with the purple dome
overhead.
The elements, as is their wont upon such occasions, gave forth no clear
reply.
None the less, while the moist south wind, shorn of the sting of
midday, relaxed his pores and passed over his cheek like a warm caress,
there exhaled from those limitless spaces a sense of joyous
amplitude--of freedom and exhilaration.
CHAPTER XVIII
And now, in the sunlit hour of dawn, he was bathing again. An excellent
habit. It did him good, this physical contact with nature. Africa had
weakened his constitution. Nepenthe made him feel younger once
more--capable of fun and mischief. The muscles were acquiring a fresh
tone, that old zest of life was coming back to him. His health, without
a shadow of doubt, had greatly improved.
While disporting himself in amphibious joy among the tepid waves he
seemed to cast off that sense of unease which had pursued him of late.
It was good to inhale the harsh salty savour--to submit himself to these
calming voices--to float, like a careless Leviathan, in the blue
immensity; good to be alive, simply alive.
Another hot and clammy day was in store for the island. No matter. This
sirocco, of which older inhabitants might well complain, had so far
exerted no baleful influence upon him. Quite the reverse. Under its
tender moistening touch his frame, desiccated in the tropics, seemed to
open out, even as a withered flower uncloses its petals in water. In
Africa all this thoughts and energies had been concentrated upon a
single point. Here he expanded. New interests, new sensations, seemed
to lie in wait for him. Never had he felt so alert, so responsive to
spiritual impressions, so appreciative of natural beauty.
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