American fiction -- Southern States; Short stories, American -- Southern States; Southern States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
I had come back, as had thousands of others, with nothing in my hands, and
only a few days' rations accorded by the enemy in my haversack; had come
back to a mass of smoking débris and a wide area of ruin which opened
unrecognized vistas that puzzled, dazed, and pained the home-seeker.
By instinct, I suppose, I drifted towards my _ante bellum_ quarters. My
former landlord gave me a speechless welcome. To my inquiry as to the
possibility of my reinhabiting my old quarters, he simply nodded and handed
me the key. The tears that I had seen standing on his lids rolled down as
he did so.
The room was cumbered with the chattels of the last tenant. There was no
bed amongst them, but a roll of tattered carpet served me perfectly. I fell
asleep over a slab of hardtack. That evening, on waking, I bethought me of
Mammy.
My kind host allowed me to make a toilet in his back room behind the store.
It consisted of a superficial ablution and the loan of a handkerchief.
Mammy was not in. A neighbor of her sex and color offered me a chair in her
house, but I sat in Mammy's tiny porch.
This part of the city was unchanged, but I missed a familiar steeple which
had always been visible from Mammy's door.
It was late afternoon when Mammy came. She did not recognize me, but paused
at the gate.
“Ef you's a sick soldier you must go to the hospital; you kain' stay here,”
I heard her say before I roused myself sufficiently to speak.
“Mammy.”
An ejaculation of the name of the Lord that brought the neighbor to her
door went up, and Mammy caught my hands and wept.
“Come in, my Gawd! Mahs William! you ain' hurted, is you?”
She pushed a chair to me and took one herself. For a few moments she
confined herself to ejaculations of “Well! well! well!” and the name of the
Deity. Then, “The town is bu'nt up; the army done 'rendered, an' Mahs
William come back ragged ez a buzzard!”
I did not interrupt her. I could think of nothing to say, and began to be
afraid that something was the matter with my brains. Meanwhile Mammy was
bustling about, and before I knew it she had started the little fire into a
blaze and the tea was boiling.
The flickering light glinted over the walls. At first I did not heed what
it revealed; then I saw it glow and fade over some early efforts of my own,
frame-less crudities, to which Mammy had fallen heir. They had become old
masters! What centuries ranged themselves between the birth of those
pictures and now!
This time tea was nectar, and after I had eaten a little cold middling
bacon and hoe-cake, that she had put before me on a fractured member of our
old Canton set, I took a more cheerful view of life. I believe that I would
have shed tears over these poor relics from happier days, except that I was
not quite conscious that anything was real that day. I told Mammy where I
was. She seemed to think it perfectly in the nature of things that I should
be there. Indeed, she appeared singularly calm in this cataclysm.
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