In his room he stood looking out across the street over the stretch
of park that broke suddenly as a dull cliff, dropping jaggedly to the
road beneath. Beyond were buildings unusually small and squalid in sea
perspective. The beach, curving north to Malibu; and the sea itself was
overshadowed toward the Ocean Park Pier by the brazen glitter of red
neon.
But the fog was quieting the scene, and isolating it. After a bit there
was no world beyond the window but the grey damp world of fog.
Still the excitement beat at him. He projected his thoughts beyond the
immediate future to the bright burning of the Oholo System, the atomic
prairie fire skipping from sun to sun at the core, leaving the planets
ashes--while isolated, the periphery worlds would one by one capitulate
to Knoug power, to Knoug _will_, and become infected with Destiny.
Beyond that?
The doubt came, and he cringed mentally.
_He was guilty of something._
His hands whitened on the sill, and staring into the fog he tried to
bring all of the weight of Empire to his support.
But there was the memory of revolt by Knougs themselves on a tiny,
distant moon.
The depression came back.
... It took the Oholo four nights to locate him.
CHAPTER VII
The strain on his face--the heaviness of his eyes--the taut lines of
his throat. His body was exhausted.
Like dripping water the pressure pounded at him.
The night before, she had found him at Long Beach.
He cast off the depression to find euphoria; and the two alternated
steadily with increasing peaks.
His hands were nervous. Blunt thumbs constantly scrubbed blunt
fingertips in despair or anticipation.
... The trucking had all been arranged for.
The deliveries from the Ship occurred nightly. He had sent follow-up
letters to cities who had not responded to his first request. The
answers had finally arrived.
The warehouse, floor by floor, was filling. Already some trucks were
waiting.
There was the continual bump of handled packages sliding from the
chute, being sorted, being stacked. But worries piled up inside of
him: fears of an accident, a broken package, a suspicious employee, a
fire.... The Oholo, the guilt, the depression.
Eagerly now he listened to the general information report from the
Ship. Most advancemen were on schedule. No irreparable accidents.
Certain inaccessible areas had been written off. A few advancemen
recalled for necessary Ship duty. One killed, replaced, in Germany.
World coverage estimated at better than seventy per cent in industrial
and near industrial areas, a coverage probably exceeding the effective
minimum--short only of the impossible goal.
He had been talking to a trucker in front of him without really hearing
his own words, his fingers and thumbs rubbing in increased tempo.
He hated the man as he hated everyone in the building, everyone on the
planet.
The trucker shrugged. "I'll have to deadhead back. That has to go in
the bill, too."
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