City and town life -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction; Women -- Political activity -- Fiction
“You’ve shelved me, haven’t you?” he asked as they entered the tiny
apartment so fragrant with his flowers.
“I didn’t mean to. Come in and we’ll talk about you.”
“About you and me.” He came in, readily.
“I didn’t understand that was what you wanted.”
She did not let him touch her and in the isolation of her room he could
not persist. For a while he sat silent and she told him about herself
and her lack of feeling. She had fine, clear, experienced phrases to
tell of it. Yet she was conscious of making no impression.
“I’ve passed the marrying time,” she said.
“Why?”
“It involves things which have passed me by--that I no longer need.”
“You mean--children?”
“No--I haven’t a lot of sentimental yearnings about them. But of course
I would like to have children. There’s an instinct to do one’s duty by
the race, in every woman.”
He actually laughed.
“You chilled young woman. Well--what then has passed by you?”
She did not tell him. Perhaps there were no words, no definite thoughts
in her own mind. She must have been full of strange inhibitions.
Analysis crowded so close on the heels of feeling with her that she
never could have the one without the other. All her study, her watching
of men, all her study and analysis of women had made her mind a
laboratory with her own emotions for victims of analysis.
Gregory had told her that in that sprawlingly written letter, now in
the post office, being sent back to her from Mrs. Thorstad.
Gregory held her thought for a moment. Then she looked at Walter with
fresh appreciation. She liked to be with Walter. He didn’t oppress her.
His mind met hers without pushing. She felt protected in his
companionship from that rude forcing of emotion which had been so hard
on her.
He was going now. At the door he held her hand.
“I could be very good to you,” he said, quietly. “Let me try.”
CHAPTER VII
AN UGLY GLIMPSE
I
Mrs. Thorstad went back to Mohawk a few days later, leaving behind her a
trail of increased prestige and carrying with her many assurances of
appreciation which she could cogitate at her leisure. Her husband met
her at the station, quietly, graciously pleased as he always was at a
home-coming.
“So Freda stayed for a while,” he said, as they went down the street his
arm hanging heavy with her suit-case.
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