Spiritual TorrentsGuyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
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Spiritual Torrents
Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
Mysticism; Quietism; Spiritual life -- Catholic Church
You have seen dying persons who, after they have been believed to be
dead, have all at once assumed a new strength, and retained it until
their death; as a lamp whose oil is spent flickers in the surrounding
darkness, but only to die out the more quickly: thus the soul casts out
flames, which only last for a moment. It has bravely resisted death; but
its oil is spent: the Sun of Righteousness has so withered it up, that
it is forced to die. But does this Sun design anything else with its
fierce rays, except the consumption of the soul? And the poor soul thus
burned thinks that it is frozen! The truth is, that the torment it
suffers prevents its recognising the nature of its pain. So long as the
Sun was obscured by clouds, and gave out rays to a certain extent
moderated, it felt the heat, and thought it was burning, while in
reality it was but slightly warmed: but when the Sun flashed full upon
it, then the soul felt itself burning, without believing that it was so
much as warmed. O loving deceit! O sweet and cruel Love! Have you lovers
only to deceive them thus? You wound these hearts, and then hide your
darts, and make them pursue after that which has wounded them. You
attract them, and show yourself to them, and when they long to possess
you, you flee from them. When you see the soul reduced to the last
extremity, and out of breath from its constant pursuit, you show
yourself for a moment that it may recover life, only to be killed a
thousand times with ever-increasing severity.
O rigorous Lover! innocent murderer! Why dost Thou not kill with a
single blow? Why give wine to an expiring heart, and restore life in
order to destroy it afresh? This is Thy sport. Thou woundest to the
death; and when Thou seest the victim on the point of expiring, Thou
healest one wound in order to inflict another! Alas! usually we die but
once; and the very cruellest murderers in times of persecution, though
they prolonged life, it is true, yet were content to destroy it but
once. But Thou, less compassionate than they, takest away our life time
after time, and restorest it again.
O life, which cannot be lost without so many deaths! O death, which can
only be attained by the loss of so many lives! Perhaps this soul, after
thou hast devoured it in Thy bosom, will enjoy its Beloved. That would
be too great happiness for it: it must undergo another torture. It must
be _buried_ and reduced to _ashes_. But perhaps it will then arrive at
the end of its sufferings, for bodies which decay suffer no longer. Oh!
it is not thus with the soul: it suffers continually; and burial, decay,
and nothingness are even more sensibly felt by it than death itself.
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