Spiritual TorrentsGuyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
Religion
Spiritual Torrents
Guyon, Jeanne Marie Bouvier de la Motte
Mysticism; Quietism; Spiritual life -- Catholic Church
All this would be but little if the bride still retained her beauty; but
the Bridegroom robs her of that also. Hitherto she has been despoiled of
gifts, graces, and favours (facility for good): she has lost all good
works, such as outward charity, care for the poor, readiness to help
others, but she has not lost the divine virtues. Here, however, these
too must be lost, so far as their practice is concerned, or rather the
habit of exercising them, as acquired by herself, in order to appear
fair: in reality, they are all the while being more strongly implanted.
She loses virtue as virtue, but it is only that she may find it again in
CHRIST. This degraded bride becomes, as she imagines, filled with pride.
She, who was so patient, who suffered so easily, finds that she can
suffer nothing. Her senses revolt her by continual distractions. She
can no longer restrain herself by her own efforts, as formerly; and what
is worse, she contracts defilement at every step. She complains to her
Beloved that the watchmen that go about the city have found her and
wounded her (Cant. v. 7). I ought, however, to say that persons in this
condition do not sin willingly. God usually reveals to them such a
deep-seated corruption within themselves, that they cry with Job, "Oh,
that Thou wouldest hide me in the grave, that Thou wouldest keep me in
secret, until Thy wrath be past!" (Job xiv. 13).
It must not be supposed that either here or at any other stage of
progress God suffers the soul really to fall into sin; and so truly is
this the case, that though they appear in their own eyes the most
miserable sinners, yet they can discover no definite sin of which they
are guilty, and only accuse themselves of being full of misery, and of
having only sentiments contrary to their desires. It is to the glory of
God that, when He makes the soul most deeply conscious of its inward
corruption, He does not permit it to fall into sin. What makes its
sorrow so terrible is, that it is overwhelmed with a sense of the
purity of God, and that purity makes the smallest imperfection appear as
a heinous sin, because of the infinite distance between the purity of
God and the impurity of the creature. The soul sees that it was
originally created pure by God, and that it has contracted not only the
original sin of Adam, but thousands of actual sins, so that its
confusion is greater than can be expressed. The reason why Christians in
this condition are despised by others, is not to be found in any
particular faults which are observed in them, but because, as they no
longer manifest the same ardour and fidelity which formerly
distinguished them, the greatness of their fall is judged from this,
which is a great mistake. Let this serve to explain or modify any
statements or representations in the sequel, which may appear to be
expressed too strongly, and which those who do not understand the
experience might be liable to misinterpret. Observe, also, that when I
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