Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
“I have worried you by being so late,” he said quietly; “I am very
sorry, Clare. I did not think you would be anxious. But to-morrow I
hope you will be all right. Must I go and dine? I am not hungry; but
surely you will come too?”
“Yes, I will come, if you want me,” said Clare, faintly, and Edgar
walked away to his dressing-room with the strangest sense of desertion.
What had he done to separate his sister from him? It was obviously
something he had done; not any accidental cloud on her part, but
something he was guilty of. Poor Edgar put himself in order for dinner
with a feeling that the weather had grown suddenly cold, and he had
arrived, not in his own but in a strange house. When he went down Clare
was in the dining-room, already seated at the opposite end of the great
dining-table. “Where is our little round table that we used to have,” he
asked, with distress that was almost comical. “You forget that we had
been having visitors when you went away,” said Clare. Was she angry
still that he had gone away? Was it the dismissal of the visitors which
had made her angry? Was it--Arthur Arden? Edgar was too much distressed
and amazed to speak. He told her the story of the accident, feeling as
if it was necessary to raise his voice to reach her where she sat
half-a-mile off, with her face now pale and fixed into a blank absence
of expression, as if she were determined to give no clue to her
meaning. But even this history which seemed to him a perfectly innocent
and impersonal matter, having nothing to do with themselves, and
therefore a safe subject for talk, was received with a certain chill of
incredulity which drove poor Edgar wild. Did they not believe him? He
said “they” in his mind, because even Wilkins had put on an air
incredulous and disapproving, as he stood behind Clare’s chair. Finally
Edgar grew half amused by dint of amazement and discomfiture. The
oddness of this curious tacit disapproval struck him, in spite of
himself. He felt tempted to get up and make them a serio-comic speech.
“What have I done that you are both sitting upon me?” he felt disposed
to say; but after all the atmosphere was terribly chilly and
discouraging, and even a laugh was not to be obtained.
After the servants had retired it was worse than ever. Clare sat in the
distance and made her little set speeches, with an attempt at
indifferent conversation. And when he got up and brought his chair and
his glass of claret close to her, she shrank a little, insensibly. Then
for the first time he perceived a sealed packet which lay beside her on
the table. This is the cause of my offending, Edgar said to himself.
Some nonsense verses or letters about my youthful pranks. But these
youthful pranks of his had not been at all serious, and he was not much
afraid. He smiled to himself, to see how his prevision was verified when
she rose from the table.
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