Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
And there could be no doubt that his presence made the day pass more
easily to the other two--one of whom was so excited, and the other so
exceedingly calm. They strolled about the park in the afternoon, and got
through its weary hours somehow. They dined--Clare in her fever eating
nothing; a fact, however, which neither of her companions perceived.
They took their meal both with the most perfect self-possession,
hurrying over nothing, and giving it that importance which always
belongs to a Sunday dinner. Dinner on other days is but a meal, but on
Sunday it is the business of the day; and as such the two cousins took
it, doing full justice to its importance, while the tide rose higher and
higher in Clare’s veins. When she left them to their wine, she went to
her own room, and walked about and about it like a caged lioness. It was
not Clare’s way, who was above all demonstration of the kind; but now
she could not restrain herself. She clenched her two hands together, and
swept about the room, and moaned to herself in her impatience. “Oh, will
it never be night? Will they never have done talking? Can one go on and
go on and bear it?” she cried to herself in the silence. But after all
she had to put on her chains again, and bathe her flushed face, and go
down to the drawing-room. How like a wild creature she felt, straining
and chafing at her fetters! She sat down and poured out tea for them,
with her hand trembling, her head burning, her feet as cold as ice, her
head as hot as fire. She said to herself it was unlady-like, unwomanly,
unlike her, to be so wild and self-indulgent, but she had no power to
control herself. All this time, however, the two men made no very
particular remark. Edgar, who thought she was still angry, only grieved
and wondered. Arthur knew that she was dissatisfied with himself, and
was excited but not surprised. He gave her now and then pathetic looks.
He wove in subtle phrases of self-vindication--a hundred little
allusions, which were nothing to Edgar but full of significance to
her--into all he said. But he could not have believed, what was the
case, that Clare was far past hearing them--that she did not take up the
drift of his observations at all--that she hardly understood what was
being said, her whole soul being one whirl of excitement, expectation,
awful heartrending fear and hope. It was Edgar at last who perceived
that her strength was getting worn out. He noticed that she did not hear
what was said--that her face usually so expressive, was getting set in
its extremity of emotion. Was it emotion, was it mania? Whatever it was,
it had passed all ordinary bounds of endurance. He rose hastily when he
perceived this, and going up to his sister laid his hand softly on her
shoulder. She started and shivered as if his hand had been ice, and
looked up at him with two dilated, unfathomable eyes. If he had been
going to kill her she could not have been more tragically still--more
aghast with passion and horror.
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