Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
“Baith, baith,” said the old woman. “Oh, Mr. Fielding, you’re an
innocent, virtuous man. I ken it by your face. This woman has been airt
and pairt in a great wrong--an awfu’ wrong; you never heard of the like.
Partly she knew what she was doing, and partly she did not. There are
some more guilty than her that have gone to their account; and there’s
none to be shamed but the innocent, that knew no guile, and think no
evil. What is she to do? If it was but to punish _her_, she’s free to
give her body to be burned or torn asunder: oh, and thankful, thankful!
Nothing you could do, but she would take and rejoice. But she canna move
without hurting the innocent. She canna right them that’s wronged
without crushing the innocent. Oh, tell me, you that are a minister, and
an old man, and have preached God’s way! Many and many a time He suffers
wrong, and never says a word. It’s done now, and canna be undone. Am I
to bear my burden and keep silent till my heart bursts, or must I
destroy, and cast down, and speak!”
The woman spoke with a passion and vehemence which bewildered the gentle
Rector. Her voice came through the dim and pensive twilight, thrilling
with life and force and vigour. In that atmosphere, at that hour, any
whisper of penitence should have been low and soft as a sigh. It should
have been accompanied by noiseless weeping, by the tender humility which
appeals to every Christian soul; but such was not the manner of this
strange confession. Not a tear was in the eye of the penitent. Mr.
Fielding felt, though he could not see, that her eyes, those eyes which
had lost none of their brightness in growing old, were shining upon him
in the darkness, and held him fast as did those of the Ancient Mariner.
Suddenly, without any warning, he found himself brought into contact,
not with the moderate contrition of ordinary sinners, but with tragic
repentance and remorse. He could not answer for the first moment. It
took away his breath.
“My dear, good woman,” he said, “you startle me. I do not understand
you. Do you know what you are saying? I don’t think you can have done
anything so very wrong. Hush, hush! compose yourself, and think what you
are saying. When we examine it, perhaps we will find it was not so bad.
People may do wrong, you know, and yet it need not be so very serious.
Tell me what it was.”
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