Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
The business he was about was too tremendous to allow time for any
reflection. He did not reflect, he did not think, he only read and knew.
He felt himself change as he read, felt the room swim, so that he had to
hold by the table, felt new lights which he had never dreamt of spring
up upon his life. Sometimes it seemed to him as if even his physical
form was changing. He was looking at himself as in a magic mirror, for
the first time seeing himself, understanding himself, beholding the
mystery clear away, the reality stand out. How clear it grew! A chill
arose about him, as of a man traversing a mine, poking through
half-lighted dreary galleries, and finding always the blue circle of
outlet, the light at the end. He went on and on, never pausing nor
drawing breath. He looked like a historical student seated there,
regulating his documents with such exactness, reading every bit of paper
only according to its date. Some of them were smoked and scorched, and
took a great deal of trouble to make out. Some were crabbed in their
handwriting and uncertain in spelling. At some words a faint momentary
smile would come upon his lips. It was a historical investigation. No
family papers ever had such interest, ever claimed such profound study.
The daylight came in over the tops of the shutters; first a faint
blueness, gradually widening and whitening into light. To see him
sitting with candles blazing on each side of him, holding up his papers
to them, and the quiet observant day flooding the room around him with
light, and the ineffectual barred shutters vainly attempting to obscure
it--oh, how strange it was! Edgar himself never perceived the change. He
felt the chill of morning, but he had been cold before, and took no
notice. How grave he was, how steady, how pale, in the flashing foolish
light of the candles! As if that was needed! as if all was not open,
clear, and legible, and patent to the light of day.
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