Alabama -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; War stories
"Crimes? take care, Edna! You must be beside yourself! My son is no
criminal! He was unfortunate and rash, but his impetuosity was
certainly pardonable under the circumstances."
"All things are susceptible of palliation in a mother's partial eyes,"
answered the governess.
"St. Elmo fought a duel, and afterward carried on several flirtations
with women who were weak enough to allow themselves to be trifled with;
moreover, I shall not deny that at one period of his life he was
lamentably dissipated; but all that happened long ago, before you knew
him. How many young gentlemen indulge in the same things, and are never
even reprimanded by society, much less denounced as criminals? The
world sanctions duelling and flirting, and you have no right to set
your extremely rigid notions of propriety above the verdict of modern
society. Custom justifies many things which you seem to hold in utter
abhorrence. Take care that you do not find yourself playing the
Pharisee on the street corners."
Mrs. Murray walked up and down the room twice, then came to the hearth.
"Well, Edna, I am waiting to hear you."
"There is nothing that I can say which would not wound or displease
you; therefore, dear Mrs. Murray, I must be silent."
"Retract the hasty words you uttered just now; they express more than
you intended."
"I cannot! I mean all I said. Offences against God's law, which you
consider pardonable--and which the world winks at and permits, and even
defends--I regard as grievous sins. I believe that every man who kills
another in a duel deserves the curse of Cain, and should be shunned as
a murderer. My conscience assures me that a man who can deliberately
seek to gain a woman's heart merely to gratify his vanity, or to wreak
his hate by holding her up to scorn, or trifling with the love which he
has won, is unprincipled, and should be ostracized by every true woman.
Were you the mother of Murray and Annie Hammond, do you think you could
so easily forgive this murderer?"
"Their father forgives and trusts my son, and you have no right to sit
in judgment upon him. Do you suppose that you are holier than that
white-haired saint whose crown of glory is waiting for him in heaven??
Are you so much purer than Allan Hammond that you fear contamination
from one to whom he clings?"
"No--no--no! You wrong me! If you could know how humble is my estimate
of myself, you would not taunt me so cruelly; you would only--pity me!"
The despairing agony in the orphan's voice touched Mrs. Murray's proud
heart, and tears softened the indignant expression of her eyes, as she
looked at the feeble form before her.
"Edna, my poor child, you must trust me. One thing I must know--I have
a right to ask--do you not love my son? You need not blush to
acknowledge it to me."
She waited awhile, but there was no reply, and softly her arm stole
around the girl's waist.
"My daughter, you need not be ashamed of your affection for St. Elmo."
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