"Charlotte, I want you to trust me. There is a reason, why you should
not become the wife of Mr. Carleton of Alnwick; but I cannot tell you
what it is. I cannot so much as hint at its nature. I want you to
trust me that this cause does exist; and to act upon it."
"To act upon it?"
"By declining to become Mrs. Carleton St. John."
"No," said Charlotte, very quietly. "What is the cause?"
"My darling, I have said that I cannot tell you: and that is why I ask
you to trust me as confidently as you did when a little child. The
thought came over me just now, while Mr. Carleton was here, to speak
openly to him. The next moment I felt faint and sick with dread at the
bare thought. I may not tell Mr. Carleton; I will not tell you----"
"I do wish you wouldn't call him by that name!" Charlotte interrupted.
"My dear, it is that I have fallen into the habit of it," murmured
Mrs. Darling.
"It's like a scene in a play," exclaimed Charlotte. "I may not marry
George St. John for some reason, and I may not know what the reason
is! He is not going to turn out my brother, or cousin, I suppose?
Rather romantic, that, for these matter-of-fact days!"
"Oh, Charlotte, be serious! Do not indulge in nonsense now. You know
that you are Charlotte Norris, and that he is George St. John; and
that you never were related yet. It is not that: I wish it were
nothing else."
"What is it?"
"I cannot tell you, Charlotte. I cannot; I cannot."
"Have you heard anything against him, that you are concealing?"
Mrs. Darling lifted her hand to her face, partially hiding it. She did
not answer the question.
"Charlotte, you know how I love you. Well, I would almost rather see
you die, than married to George St. John. No mother ever schemed to
get her daughter a husband, as I schemed three years ago to keep you
from one, when my suspicions were aroused that you were in danger of
loving George St. John."
"The danger had ripened," said Charlotte, in low tones. "I did love
him."
"My poor girl! And _his_ love, though I did not know it then, was
given to Caroline Carleton----"
"Don't say it!" interrupted Charlotte: and for the second time during
their interview Mrs. Darling quailed, the tone was so wild, so full of
pain. "I do not wish to be spoken to of his first wife," she added
calmly, after a pause.
"You will not, surely, be his second, Charlotte! Charlotte, my
Charlotte! You will not break my heart!"
"You will break mine, if you forbid me to marry Mr. St. John," was the
whispered answer. "But indeed, mamma, I think we are talking
nonsense," broke off Charlotte. "I am no longer a child. I am nearly
nine-and-twenty; and that's rather too old to be told I may not marry,
when there's no real cause why I should not do so."
"No real cause! What have I been saying, Charlotte?"
"I think there is none. I think what you are saying must be a
chimera."
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