Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume I)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume I)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Why did I have you carefully educated? Well, I should have thought you
might have guessed—might have understood. But I will tell you. I have
given you what education was possible in our circumstances in order to
fit you for the station which some day you may be called upon to fill.
And if not, if it is fated that injustice and iniquity are to be in our
case perpetual, at all events you must be worthy of the name you bear.
But it was not as an implement of trade," he continued, more warmly,
"that I gave you such education as was possible in our wandering lives.
What do you want to do? Teach music? And you would use your trained
hand and ear—and your trained soul, which is of more importance still—to
drum mechanical rudiments into the brats of some bourgeois household? A
fit employment for a Bethune of Balloray!"
She seemed bewildered—and agonised.
"Grandfather, I must speak! I must speak! You may be angry or
not—but—but I am no longer a child—I can see how we are situated—and—and
if it is pride that causes me to speak, remember who it is that has
taught me to think of our name. Grandfather, let us begin a new life! I
can work—I am old enough to work—I would slave my fingers to the bone
for you! Grandfather, why should you accept assistance from any
one?—from Lord Musselburgh or any one? No, I do not blame you—I have
always thought that everything you did was right—and kind and good; but
I cannot be a child any longer—I must say what I think and feel.
Grandfather——"
But here the incoherent appeal broke down; she fell on her knees before
him, and clasped her hands over her face; and in the dark the old
man—stern and immovable—could hear the sound of her violent sobbing.
"I will work—oh, I will work night and day, grandfather," she continued,
wildly, "if only you will take my money and not from any one else! I
will go on the stage—I will turn dressmaker—I will go anywhere or do
anything—and work hard and hard—if only you will consent! There would
not be so much sacrifice, grandfather—a little, not much—and don’t you
think we should be all the happier? I have spoken at last,
grandfather—you will forgive me! I could not keep silent any longer.
It has been weighing on my heart—and now—now you are going to say yes,
grandfather—and to-morrow—to-morrow we begin differently. We are so much
alone—let us live for each other—let us be independent of every one!
Now you are going to say yes, grandfather—and indeed, indeed I will work
for both of us, oh, so gladly!——"
"Have you finished?" he asked.
She rose, and would have seized his hand to enforce her appeal, but he
withdrew a step, and motioned her to be seated.
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