Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume I) — John Shaqi
Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume I)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume I)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
This young Vincent Harris who now walked away along Piccadilly towards
Hyde Park was in a sort of waking trance. He saw nothing of the people
passing by him, nor of the carriages, nor of the crowd assembled at the
corner of the Row, expecting the Princess. He saw a pale and pathetic
face, a dimly-outlined figure standing by a table, a chastened splendour
of girlish hair, an attitude of meekness and diffidence. Once only had
he caught a glimpse of the beautiful, clear, blue-grey eyes—when she
came in at the door, looking startled almost; but surely a man is not
stricken blind and dumb by a single glance from a girl’s wondering or
enquiring eyes? Love at first sight?—he would have dismissed the
suggestion with anger, as an impertinence, a profanation. It was not
love at all: it was a strange kind of interest and sympathy she had
inspired—compassionate almost, and yet more reverent than pitiful.
There appeared to be some mysterious and subtle appeal in her very
youth: why should one so young be so solitary, so timid, sheltering
herself, as it were, from the common gaze? Why that touch of pathos
about a mouth that was surely meant to smile?—why the lowered
eyelashes?—was it because she knew she was alone in this great
wilderness of strangers, in this teeming town? And he felt in his heart
that this was not the place for her at all. She ought to have been away
in sunny meadows golden with buttercups, with the laughter of young
children echoing around her, with the wide air fragrant with the
new-mown hay, with thrushes and blackbirds piping clear from amidst the
hawthorn boughs. Who had imprisoned this beautiful child, and made a
white slave of her, and brought her into this great roaring market of
the world? And was there no one to help?
But it was all a perplexity to him; even as was this indefinable concern
and anxiety about one to whom he had never even spoken a word. What was
there in that pensive beauty that should so strangely trouble him? She
had made no appeal to him; their eyes could scarcely be said to have
met, even in that brief moment; her cruel fate, the tyranny of her
surroundings, her pathetic resignation, were all part and parcel of a
distracted reverie, that seemed to tear his heart asunder with fears,
and indignation, and vows of succour. And then—somehow—amidst this
chaos and bewilderment—his one desire was that she should know he wished
to be her friend—that some day—oh, some wild white day of joy!—he should
be permitted to take her hand and say "Do not be so sad! You are not so
much alone. Let me be by your side for a little while—until you
speak—until you tell me what I can do—until you say ’Yes, I take you for
my friend!’"
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