Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Oh, yes," she said, and she raised her head, and spoke with a proud and
bitter air, "I have my story too! I do not tell it to everyone.
Perhaps I have not told it to anyone. But the man I loved was separated
from me by lies—by lies; and I was fool and idiot enough to believe
them! And the one I told you about—the one with the beautiful, clear,
brown eyes—so good and noble he was, as everyone declared!—it was he who
came to me with those falsehoods; and I believed them—I believed
them—like the fool I was! Oh, yes," she said, and she held her head
high, for her breast was heaving with real emotion this time, "it is
easy to say that every mistake meets with its own punishment; but I was
punished too much—too much; a life-long punishment for believing what
lying friends had said to me!" She furtively put the tips of her
fingers to her eyes, to wipe away the tears that lay along the lashes.
"And then I was mad; I was out of my senses; I would have married
anybody to show that—that I cared nothing for—for the other one; and—and
I suppose he was angry too—he would not speak—he stood aside, and knew
that I was going to kill my life, and never a single word! That was his
revenge—to say nothing—when he saw me about to kill my life! Cruel, do
you call it? Oh, no!—what does it matter? A woman’s heart broken—what
is that? But now you know why I think so of men—and—and why I laugh at
them——"
Well, her laughing was strange: she suddenly burst into a violent fit of
crying and sobbing, and turned away from him, and hid her face in her
handkerchief. What could he do? This was all unlike the gay young
widow who seemed so proud of her solitary estate and so well content.
Feeble words of comfort were of small avail. And then, again, it hardly
seemed the proper occasion for offering her more substantial
sympathy—though that was in his mind all the while, and very nearly on
the tip of his tongue. So perforce he had to wait until her weeping was
over; and indeed it was she herself who ended the scene by exclaiming
impatiently—
"There—enough of that! I did not intend to bother you with my small
troubles when I stayed behind for you this morning. Come, shall we go
out on to the rocks, and round by the little bay? What do you call
it—Ganovan?"
"Yes; I think they call it Little Ganovan," he said, absently, as he and
she together emerged from the twilight of larch and pine, and proceeded,
leisurely and in silence, to cross the semicircular sweep of yellow
sand.
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