Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II) — John Shaqi
Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"But what is it, Maisrie?—I’m sure there is nothing you have to thank me
for!" said he, as he shut the door behind him, and came forward, and
took a seat not very far away from her. He was a little bewildered. In
her sudden access of gratitude, when she took both his hands in hers,
she had come quite close to him; and the scent of a sandal-wood necklace
that she wore seemed to touch him as with a touch of herself. He knew
those fragrant beads; more than once he had perceived the slight and
subtle odour, as she passed him, or as he helped her on with her cloak;
and he had come to associate it with her, as if it were part of her,
some breathing thing, that could touch, and thrill. And this time it
had come so near—
But that bewilderment of the senses lasted only for a moment. Maisrie
Bethune was not near to him at all: she was worlds and worlds away. It
was not a mere whiff of perfume that could bring her near to him.
Always to him she appeared to be strangely unapproachable and remote.
Perhaps it was the loneliness of her position, perhaps it was the
uncertainty of her future, and those vague possibilities of which her
grandfather had spoken, or perhaps it was the reverence of undivided and
unselfish love on his part; but at all events she seemed to live in a
sort of sacred and mysterious isolation—to be surrounded by a spell
which he dared not seek to break by any rude contact. And yet surely
her eyes were regarding his with sufficient frankness and friendliness,
and even more than friendliness, now as she spoke.
"This afternoon we called on Mr. Carmichael," said Maisrie, "Mr.
Carmichael of the _Edinburgh Chronicle_. He told us someone had offered
to repay the money he had advanced to my grandfather on account of that
American book: and though he did not mention any name, do you think I
did not know who it was, Vincent? Be sure I knew—in a moment! And you
never said a word about it! I might never have known but for this
accident—I might never have had the chance of thanking you—as—as I
should like to do now—only—only it isn’t quite easy to say everything
one feels—"
"Oh, but that is nothing at all, Maisrie!" said he, coming quickly to
her rescue. "You have nothing to thank me for—nothing! It is true I
made the offer; but it was not accepted; and why should I say anything
about it to you?"
"Ah, but the intention is enough," said she (for she knew nothing about
his having paid Lord Musselburgh the £50). "And you cannot prevent my
being very, very grateful to you for such thoughtfulness and kindness.
To save my grandfather’s self-respect—to prevent him being misunderstood
by—by strangers—because—because he is so forgetful: do you think,
Vincent, I cannot see your motive, and be very, very grateful? And
never saying a word, too! You should have told me, Vincent! But I
suppose that was still further kindness—you thought I might be
embarrassed—and not able to thank you—which is just the case—"
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