Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II) — John Shaqi
Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Yet hour after hour of this terrible day went by, and brought him no
nearer to the discovery he longed for. When Maisrie and her grandfather
returned from their stroll through the Park, the young man went back to
the sheet of foolscap on which he meant to shadow forth the outlines of
his lecture. The effort was absurd. He might keep his eyes
mechanically fixed on the paper; but his brain refused to act.
Industry—capital—the proposed resumption by the workers of the world of
the mines, factories, docks, ships, canals, railways which their labour
had constructed—the impracticability of land nationalisation—and so
forth: what were these but mere lifeless phrases, when his heart was
listening for the smallest sound on the other side of the street? And
ill-luck pursued him. She did not come once to the window. The
chrysanthemums in the little balcony were quite neglected. The
afternoon passed, and neither she nor her grandfather came out alone.
Then, when he went over as usual about half-past six, there was no
chance of his speaking to her by herself; in fact, both she and her
grandfather were seated at the one table, with a heap of books and
papers before them.
"Enough, Maisrie, enough," Mr. Bethune said blithely, and he rose at
once. "You have had your wish—though I don’t see why you should
undertake any such drudgery—"
She also rose to receive the visitor; and as she gave him her hand for a
moment, and regarded him with very friendly eyes, there was not the
least trace of self-consciousness in her manner.
"Yes," said she, with a bright and frank smile, "grandfather has
conferred a new dignity on me. I am become his amanuensis. Not that I
am the slightest real use to him, I suppose; it is only done to please
me; still, I take it seriously, and pretend to be doing my share. Time
to go, is it?—very well, I shall be ready in a minute."
He was amazed and mortified beyond measure by this perfect
self-possession. Had nothing whatever happened the night before, then?
There was no secret between them at all? She had made no
confession—given him no message? And then wounded pride stepped in and
spoke—with its usual violence and cruel injustice. Perhaps there were
people who dispensed their caresses so freely that they thought nothing
of them? What had startled him, a man, might be only a matter of course
to her, a girl? Nay,—for what will not a lover say in a passion of
jealous anger and disappointment?—perhaps he was not the first nor the
only one who had been similarly bewildered?
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