Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)Black, William
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Stand Fast, Craig-Royston! (Volume II)
Black, William
Families -- Fiction; Grandfathers -- Fiction; Older people -- Fiction; Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"But I don’t know what you mean, Maisrie!" he exclaimed, and in spite of
her he seized her hand and held it tight between his two. "What do you
mean? You are going to be my wife! Oh, I don’t want you to make rash
promises; I don’t want to frighten you; no, I want you to be of good
heart, and you will see things will turn out all right in the end. And
if you don’t know your own mind yet—if you are afraid to say
anything—won’t you let me guess? Surely we have not been all this time
together, and seeing so much of each other, without getting to know each
other pretty intimately? And if I did make a mistake last night—well,
that is a trifling matter—and I was too presumptuous——"
She managed to release her hand.
"Sit down, Vincent, and let me talk to you," she said. "Perhaps I may
not have another chance; and I do not wish you ever to look back and say
I was ungrateful, or unreasonable, or cold-hearted. Cold-hearted?—not
that—not that—towards you!" And then she went on in rather a sad way,
"I think the time has about come that we should part. It has been a
pleasant companionship: I am not likely ever to forget it. But your
future is so important, and ours so uncertain, that I am sure the sooner
we go separate ways the better. And I am anxious to make a change now.
I think if my grandfather and I went away somewhere where we could live
more cheaply—where there would be fewer temptations towards the spending
of money—I could do something to support him, and leave him the luxury
of his books. I am a woman now—I want to work——"
"You work? Not while I can!" he said, hotly.
She went on without heeding him.
"That is why I have been glad to see him so eager about this book of
ballads. If he could only get rid of all indebtedness, to friends and
others, through this book, then we should start clear; and I should ask
him not to fret any more about his literary schemes. He is an old man.
He has done everything for me: why should I not do something for him
now? And I have no pride. The story about those Scotch estates was
always a kind of fairy tale to me; I never had any real belief in the
possibility of their coming to us; I was never a fine lady even in
imagination. So that it matters little to me what I turn my hand to; if
what little education I have had is useless, I would take to something
else; I would work about a farm-house as soon as anything—for I am a
great deal stronger than you may imagine——"
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