Star-Dust: A Story of an American GirlHurst, Fannie
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Star-Dust: A Story of an American Girl
Hurst, Fannie
Entertainers -- United States -- Fiction
"You've been a bad woman with a streak of devil in you. Tried to ruin my
life, but I didn't let you. No, siree! I've worked things out. I've
gotten on. I'm big in my way--in my business--in my home."
"Albert, I love to hear you say that!"
"You! You don't love anything or anybody outside yourself."
"Why? Because I took my chance to save myself from everything I--I
hated! Not you--not they--but everything it stands for out there. Does
self-preservation imply only selfishness?"
"Whatever it implies," he answered, stung to dark red by his effort for
quick retort, "you're selfish--rotten selfish. But you haven't kept me
down. I've gotten up these eighteen years--and you--you--Bah!"
"You've been happy, Albert? Tell me you have."
"Happy! I'm not a hog for happiness. You to inquire about my happiness!
Lots you care! I've had my share of contentment. Contented as a man can
be in a community where he has kept up a farce for seventeen years that
his wife is off with his consent studying opera. But I've kept my
name--kept it in spite of you. I don't know what's been what with you.
Guess if the truth is known, I'm afraid to think what's what!"
"Albert--"
"Oh, I don't put anything past you. I don't even know if that girl is
mine. For all I know you're a--"
"Albert!"
"Bah! I don't put anything past you!"
She faced his words as if they were blows, letting them rain.
"You're lying, Albert," she said, evenly. "She's yours and you know it."
"I've kept _my_ name! Kept it and tried to make it up to your parents,
who deserved better than you!"
She quivered and the red that sprang out in her face was almost purple,
and yet by her silence bared her chest for more, as if grateful for the
sting of the lash.
"Bah! Don't be afraid. I don't want to know anything, but I'm not the
booby I may seem to you. When a woman has lived around this way for all
these years, in with a gang of show folks--Bah! I don't want to
know." And spat.
"She's yours, Albert, and you know it. You know it!"
"Yes, I guess she is, from the look of her, not that I put anything past
you. But that's your business. You're nothing to me. I'm cured of you.
You couldn't make me suffer the way they do in books. I've kept my name,
so if it's divorce you have on your brain, you might as well get it out,
because--"
"No, Albert--"
"I've kept my name, whatever you've done to yours. Your life is your
business. But the girl. That's where I have a right or two coming
to me."
She was prepared for just this, but somehow when it came it was a full
moment before she could answer, for the rush of fear that choked her.
"That's for--for Zoe to decide."
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