“P.S. Don’t trouble to come out here. It is no good. He is to be buried
to-morrow, and next day I am going ‘en retraite’ for a month, as I must
have time to get over this—to accustom myself to not seeing him every
morning when I come down to breakfast. You remember my French friend,
Gabrielle d’Estrée? Well; she is a nun now, a sub-something or other in
a convent near here where they take in people for a payment. Somehow
she heard my father was dead, and came to see me, and offered to put me
up at the convent, which has a beautiful large garden, for I have been
there. So I said yes, for I shan’t feel lonely with her, and it will be
a rest for a month. I shall write to you sometimes, and you needn’t be
afraid, they won’t make me a Roman Catholic. Your father objected at
first, but now he quite approves; indeed, I told him at last that I
meant to go whether he approved or not. It seems it doesn’t matter from
a business point of view, as you and he are left executors of my
father’s will. When the month is up I will come to England, and we will
settle about getting married. This is the address of the convent as
nearly as I can remember it. Letters will reach me there.”
Morris laid down the sheet with a sad heart, for he had been truly
attached to his uncle Porson, whose simple virtues he understood and
appreciated. Then he opened his father’s letter, which began in an
imposing manner:
“MY DEAR SON (usually he called him Morris),—It is with the deepest
grief that I must tell you that poor John Porson, your uncle, passed
away this morning about ten o’clock. I was present at the time, and did
my best to soothe his last moments with such consolations as can be
offered by a relative who is not a clergyman. I wished to wire the sad
event to you, but Mary, in whom natural grief develops a self-will that
perhaps is also natural, peremptorily refused to allow it, alleging
that it was useless to alarm you and waste money on telegrams (how like
a woman to think of money at such a moment) when it was quite
impossible that you could arrive here in time for the funeral (for he
wouldn’t be brought home), which, under these queer foreign
regulations, must take place to-morrow. Also she announced, to my
surprise, and, I must admit, somewhat to my pain, that she intended to
immure herself for a month in a convent, after the fashion of the Roman
faith, so that it was no use your coming, as men are not admitted into
these places. It never seems to have occurred to her that under this
blow I should have liked the consolation of her presence, or that I
might wish to see you, my son. Still, you must not think too much of
all this, although I have felt bound to bring it to your notice, since
women under such circumstances are naturally emotional, rebellious
against the decrees of Providence, and consequently somewhat selfish.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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