Therefore it was not to the true welfare of Morris when through lack of
further ambition, or rather of the sting of that spur of necessity
which drives most men on, he rested upon his oars, and in practice
abandoned his labours, drifting down the tide. No man of high
intelligence and acquisitive brain can toil arduously for a period of
years and suddenly cease from troubling to find himself, as he expects,
at rest. For then into the swept and garnished chambers of that empty
mind enter seven or more blue devils. Depression marks him for its own;
melancholy forebodings haunt him; remorse for past misdeeds long
repented of is his daily companion. With these Erinnyes, more felt
perhaps than any of them, comes the devastating sense that he is
thwarting the best instinct of his own nature and the divine command to
labour while there is still light, because the night draws on apace in
which no man can labour.
Mary was fond of society, in which she liked to be accompanied by her
husband, so Morris, whose one great anxiety was to please his wife and
fall in with her every wish, went to a great many parties which he
hated. Mary liked change also, so it came about that three months in
the season were spent in London, where they had purchased a house in
Green Street that was much frequented by the Colonel, and another two,
or sometimes three, months at the villa on the Riviera, which Mary was
very fond of on account of its associations with her parents.
Also in the summer and shooting seasons, when they were at home, the
old Abbey was kept full of guests; for we may be sure that people so
rich and distinguished did not lack for friends, and Mary made the very
best of hostesses.
Thus it happened that except at the seasons when his wife retired under
the pressure of domestic occurrences, Morris found that he had but
little time left in which to be quiet; that his life in short was no
longer the life of a worker, but that of a commonplace country
gentleman of wealth and fashion.
Now it was Mary who had brought these things about, and by design; for
she was not a woman to act without reasons and an object. It is true
that she liked a gay and pleasant life, for gaiety and pleasure were
agreeable to her easy and somewhat indolent mind, also they gave her
opportunities of exercising her faculties of observation, which were
considerable.
But Mary was far fonder of her husband than of those and other
vanities; indeed, her affection for him shone the guiding star of her
existence. From her childhood she had been devoted to this cousin, who,
since her earliest days, had been her playmate, and at heart had wished
to marry him, and no one else. Then he began his experiments, and
drifted quite away from her. Afterwards things changed, and they became
engaged. Again the experiments were carried on, with the aid of another
woman, and again he drifted away from her; also the drifting in this
instance was attended by serious and painful complications.
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