On earth, very probably, that deep affection would have become subject
to the natural influences of weakening and decay; and, in the instance
of a man and woman, the soul-possessing passion might have passed, to
be replaced by a more moderate, custom-worn affection. But the dead are
beyond the reach of those mouldering fingers. There they stand, perfect
and unalterable, with arms which never cease from beckoning, with a
smile that never grows less sweet. Come storm, come shine, nothing can
tarnish the pure and gleaming robes in which our vision clothes them.
We know the worst of them; their faults and failings cannot vex us
afresh, their errors are all forgiven. It is their best part only that
remains unrealised and unread, their purest aspirations which we follow
with leaden wings, their deepest thoughts that we still strive to plumb
with the short line of our imagination or experience, and to weigh in
our imperfect balances.
Yes, there they stand, and smile, and beckon, while ever more radiant
grow their brows, and more to be desired the knowledge of their perfect
majesty. There is no human passion like this passion for the dead; none
so awful, none so holy, none so changeless. For they have become
eternal, and our desire for them is sealed with the stamp of their
eternity, and strengthens in the shadow of its wings till the shadows
flee away and we pass to greet them in the dawn of the immortal
morning.
Yes, within the secret breast of Morris the flame of memory still
burned, and still seethed those bitter waters of desire for the dead.
There was nothing carnal about this desire, since the passions of the
flesh perish with the flesh. Nor was there anything of what a man may
feel when he sees the woman whom he loves and who loves him, forced to
another fate, for to those he robs death has this advantage over the
case of other successful rivals: his embrace purifies, and of it we are
not jealous. The longing was spiritual, and for this reason it did not
weaken, but, indeed, became a part of him, to grow with the spirit from
which it took its birth. Still, had it not been for a chance
occurrence, there, in the spirit, it might have remained buried, in due
course to pass away with it and seek its expression in unknown
conditions and regions unexplored.
In a certain fashion Morris was happy enough. He was very fond of his
wife, and he adored his little children as men of tender nature do
adore those that are helpless, and for whose existence they are
responsible. He appreciated his public reputation, his wealth, and the
luxury that lapped him round, and above all he was glad to have been
the means of restoring, and, indeed, of advancing the fortunes of his
family.
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