Although she disapproved deeply of these renewed studies, such was
Mary’s secret thought. Whether it would have sufficed alone to persuade
her to permit them is another matter, since her instinct, keen and
subtle as any of Morris’s appliances, warned her that in them lay
danger to her home and happiness. But just then, as it happened, there
were other matters to occupy her mind. The baby became seriously ill
over its teething, and, other infantile complications following, for
some weeks it was doubtful whether she would survive.
Now Mary belonged to the class of woman which is generally known as
“motherly,” and adored her offspring almost to excess. Consequently for
those weeks she found plenty to think about without troubling herself
over-much as to Morris and his experiments. For these same reasons,
perhaps, she scarcely noticed, seated as she was some distance away at
the further end of the long table, how very ethereal her husband’s
appetite had become, or that, although he took wine as usual, it was a
mere pretence, since he never emptied his glass. The most loving of
women can scarcely be expected to consider a man’s appetite when that
of a baby is in question, or, while the child wastes, to take note
whether or no its father is losing flesh. Lastly, as regards the hours
at which he came to bed, being herself a sound sleeper Mary had long
since ceased to interest herself about them, on the wise principle that
so long as she was not expected to sit up it was no affair of hers.
Thus it happened that Morris worked and meditated by day, and by
night—ah! who that has not tried to climb this difficult and endless
Jacob’s ladder resting upon the earth and losing itself far, far away
in the blue of heaven above, can understand what he did by night? But
those who have stood even on its lowest rung will guess, and—for the
rest it does not matter.
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