He grew cunning—in such circumstances a common symptom—affecting a
“bonhomie,” a joviality of demeanour, indeed, which was rather
overdone. He suggested that Mary should ask some people to tea, and
twice he went out shooting, a sport which he had almost abandoned. Only
when she wanted to invite certain guests to stay, he demurred a little,
on account of the baby, but so cleverly that she never suspected him of
being insincere. In short, as he could attain his unholy end in no
other way, Morris entered on a career of mild deception, designed to
prevent his wife from suspecting him of she knew not what. His conduct
was that of a man engaged in an intrigue. In his case, however, the
possible end of his ill-doing was not the divorce-court, but an asylum,
or so some observers would have anticipated. Yet did man ever adore a
mistress so fatal and destroying as this poor shadow of the dead which
he desired?
It was not until New Year’s Eve that Stella came again. Once more
enervated and exhausted by the waves, Morris sank into a doze whence,
as before, he was awakened by the sound of heavenly music to which, on
this night, was added the scent of perfume. Then he opened his eyes—to
behold Stella. As she had been at first, so she was now, only more
lovely—a hundred times lovelier than the imagination can paint, or the
pen can tell. Here was nothing pale or deathlike, no sheeted,
melancholy spectre, but a radiant being whose garment was the light,
and whose eyes glowed like the heart of some deep jewel. About her
rolled a vision of many colours, such hues as the rainbow has fell upon
her face and about her hair. And yet it was the same Stella that he had
known made perfect and spiritual and, beyond all imagining, divine.
Once more he addressed—implored her, and once more no answer came; nor
did her face change, or that wondrous smile pass from her lips into the
gravity of her eyes. This, at least, was sure; either that she no
longer had any understanding knowledge of his earthly tongue, or that
its demonstration was to her a thing forbidden. What was she then? That
double of the body which the Egyptians called the _Ka_, or the soul
itself, the πνεῦμα, no eidolon, but the immortal _ego_, clothed in
human semblance made divine?
Why was there no answer? Because his speech was too gross for her to
hearken to? Why did she not speak? Because his ears were deaf? Was this
an illusion? No! a thousand times. When he approached she vanished, but
what of it? He was mortal, she a spirit; they might not mix.
Yet in her own method she did speak, spoke to his soul, bidding the
scales fall from its eyes so that it might see. And it saw what human
imagination could not fashion. Behold those gardens, those groves that
hang upon the measureless mountain face, and the white flowers which
droop in tresses from the dark bough of yonder towering poplar tree,
and the jewelled serpent nestling at its root.
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