Stella Fregelius reminded Morris of these old Egyptians. Indeed, had he
wished to carry the comparison from her spiritual to her physical
attributes it still might have been considered apt, for in face she was
somewhat Eastern. Let the reader examine the portrait bust of the great
Queen Taia, clothed with its mysterious smile, which adorns the museum
in Cairo, and, given fair instead of dusky skin, with certain other
minor differences, he will behold no mean likeness to Stella Fregelius.
However this may be, for if Morris saw the resemblance there were
others who could not agree with him; doubtless although not an Eastern,
ancient or modern, she was tinged with the fatalism of the East,
mingled with a certain contempt of death inherited perhaps from her
northern ancestors, and an active, pervading spirituality that was all
her own. Yet her manners were not gloomy, nor her air tragic, for he
found her an excellent companion, fond of children and flowers, and at
times merry in her own fashion. But this gaiety of hers always reminded
Morris of that which is said to have prevailed in the days of the
Terror among those destined to the guillotine. Never for one hour did
she seem to forget the end. “‘Vanity of vanities,’ saith the Preacher”;
and that lesson was her watchword.
One evening they were walking together upon the cliff. In the west the
sun had sunk, leaving a pale, lemon-coloured glow upon the sky. Then
far away over the quiet sea, showing bright and large in that frosty
air, sprang out a single star. Stella halted in her walk, and looked
first at the sunset heaven, next at the solemn sea, and last at that
bright, particular star set like a diadem of power upon the brow of
advancing night. Morris, watching her, saw the blood mantle to her pale
face, while the dark eyes grew large and luminous, proud, too, and full
of secret strength. At length his curiosity got the better of him.
“What are you thinking of?” he asked.
“Do you wish me to tell you?”
“Yes, if you will.”
“You will laugh at me.”
“Yes—as I laugh at that sky, and sea, and star.”
“Well, then, I was thinking of the old, eternal difference between the
present and the future.”
“You mean between life and death?” queried Morris, and she nodded,
answering:
“Between life and death, and how little people see or think of it. They
just live and forget that beneath them lie their fathers’ bones. They
forget that in some few days—perhaps more, perhaps less—other unknown
creatures will be standing above _their_ forgotten bones, as blind, as
self-seeking, as puffed up with the pride of the brief moment, and
filled with the despair of their failure, the glory of their success,
as they are to-night.”
“Perhaps,” suggested Morris, “they say that while they are in the world
it is well to be of the world; that when they belong to the next it
will be time to consider it. I am not sure that they are not right. I
have heard that view,” he added, remembering a certain conversation
with Mary.
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