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“Chiefly of John and myself--of nothing very particular,” she replied.
“I did n't stay long.”
She saw the repression of Lady Blount's sigh of relief. Swiftly she drew
her deductions. They were all concealing something from her, and the
fact of their concealment proved it to be something shameful and
abominable. Her bosom rose in revolt against the world. Lift but a
corner of the fairest thing in life, and you found the ugliness below.
She sat on the bed by the foot-rail, and rested her throbbing head on
her hand.
“Your little escapade has upset you, darling,” said Lady Blount, weakly;
“but it was nothing very serious, after all. If John's furious when
he hears of it, it 'll only be because he was not there to welcome you
himself.”
“I 'm not afraid of John being furious, Auntie,” said Stella. “It 's not
that at all. You don't understand.”
“I don't think I do, dear,” said poor Lady Blount. She sat down beside
the girl and put a loving arm round her. “Tell me what it is.”
But this was more than Stella could do. To speak would be to accuse and
reproach, and she could not accuse or reproach any of her dear ones.
Yet she needed the comfort like any other young and suffering soul. She
surrendered to the elder woman's caress, feeling very weary.
“Perhaps I 'm not as strong as I thought I was, Auntie,” she said.
The confession stirred all the mothering instincts in Lady Blount. With
physical things she could grapple. She tended her with her thin, deft
hands and persuaded her to lie down.
“My poor lamb, London is too much for you. Never mind. We 're going home
to-morrow.”
“I shall never want to leave home again,” said Stella.
It was half-past one. Sir Oliver was lunching and spending the afternoon
at his club. A tray was brought to Stella's bed, and Lady Blount pecked
at a flustered woman's meal in the sitting-room.
“What about John and the pictures, darling?” she asked when she rejoined
Stella. It had been arranged for John to call for them at three o'clock
and take them to the Royal Academy.
“I don't think I feel equal to it,” said Stella, truly. She was not
yet quite “like every one else.” Her sensitive nature also shrank from
meeting John. Before him she would shrivel up with shame. “You go with
him, Auntie; I 'll rest here and read.”
On the stroke of three came John, who, having been detained on his
business in town, had not gone home for luncheon. It was therefore from
Lady Blount that he heard of Stella's adventure. He listened with his
heavy frown, moving restlessly about the room, his hands in his pockets.
“I would give a thousand pounds for it not to have happened,” said he.
“It's done now. We must make the best of it.”
“Unity was discreet? Are you sure?”
“Quite sure.”
He walked about for a while in silence.
“Perhaps it's just as well Stella should know so much,” he conceded,
“though I would rather she had learned it differently. I suppose she was
somewhat upset?”
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