England -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“She's still delicate,” said Lady Blount, “and she's all
sensitiveness--always has been, as you know. I have made her lie down.”
He swung round sharply.
“She's not ill?” he asked.
“No, not ill; but exertion easily tires her. And she's afraid you 'll
be angry with her, and miserable because she thinks she did an ill-bred
thing in intruding on your privacy. She 's deeply ashamed; she feels
acutely. She's not like other girls. We've got to realize it. She wants
me to apologize to you--”
“Stella apologize to me! Stella!” he shouted in amazement and
indignation. “We 'll soon see about that!”
He strode toward the door leading into Stella's room. Lady Blount
checked him.
“Don't, John. I would n't see her now.”
“Do you think I 'd leave her a minute to suffer fear and misery and
shame?”
“You exaggerate, dear.”
“Those were your words. No, Julia. I must set this right.”
Stellamaris suffering, afraid of him, miserable, and ashamed! As well
say Stella beaten, Stella thumb-screwed, Stella thrown to wolves! It was
intolerable. He forgot his resolutions.
With rough gentleness he thrust Lady Blount aside and, opening the door,
slightly ajar, caught sight of Stella lying, wrapper-clad, upon the bed.
He entered in his impetuous fashion and slammed the door behind him.
“Darling, don't worry. Julia has told me. It 's only you that could have
had the beautiful idea of coming to see me. I love you for it, and I
could kick myself for not being at home.”
Instinctively and unthinkingly, as if he had been in the sea-chamber,
he sat down heavily beside her and took her two hands. Her brown eyes
looked piteously into his.
“Stella, darling, it 's I that must ask for forgiveness for not having
prepared you. Years ago, when you were little, I began the silly story
of the palace to amuse and interest you; and I had a lot of troubles,
dear, and it helped me to bear them to come to you and live with you in
a fairy-tale. And then it was so hard to undeceive you when I found you
believed it. I tried--you must remember.”
“Yes, dear,” she said, feeling very weak and foolishly comforted by the
nervous grasp of his great hands. “Yes, I remember.”
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