England -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“You were there on your bed by the window,” he continued, “and every one
thought you would never rise from it. So what was the good of telling
you just the weary prose of life? What place could it have in the poetry
of yours? And I was selfish, Stella darling; I used to come to you for
something sweet and pure and lovely that the wide wide world could n't
give me. And I got it, and it sent me away strong for the battle; and I
've had to fight, dear--to fight hard sometimes. And when you got
well and came out into the world, I felt it was necessary to tell you
something more about myself--that there never had been a palace; that
I was just a poor, hard-working journalist; that I had adopted a little
girl called Unity, whose life had not been of the happiest; that she
and an old aunt of mine kept house for me: but our old life went on so
smoothly, and I still got the help and courage and faith I needed
from you, that I put off telling you from week to week. That's the
explanation, darling. And now I'm glad, more than glad, you came to-day.
Don't you believe me?”
“Yes, Belovedest,” she sighed. “I believe you.”
He went on, finding in her presence his old power of artistic
expression. In the overwhelming desire to bring back the laughter to
those wonderful eyes that met his he forgot prudence, forgot the fact
that he was making a passionate appeal. He was pleading her cause with
happiness, not his own. It was the purest in the love of the man that
spoke. Again he wound up by claiming her faith. And again, this time
with soft, melting eyes, she said, “Yes, Belovedest, I believe you.”
What else could she say, poor child? Here was her hero among men
belittling himself just for her glorification. Here was his strong,
beloved face wrought into an intensity of pleading. Here he was
using tones of his deep voice that made every chord in her vibrate.
Cloud-compeller, he cleared her overcast horizon to radiance. Is there
a woman breathing, be she never so cynical, who, in the sunshine of her
heart, does not believe in the sun?
She laughed and drew his hands to her face. “So you think I 've been
making mountains out of molehills?”
“Out of molecules,” said he.
She laughed one of her adorable, childish little laughs. But the woman
whispered, “Forgive me, Belovedest.”
Time has invented but one proof of forgiveness in such a case, and
eternity will not find a substitute. Obeying the everlasting law, he
proved his forgiveness; but he mastered himself sufficiently to draw
back the moment their lips had touched. He rose to his feet.
“Now we 're quite happy, are n't we?”
A little murmur signified assent. Then she sat up, and swung her legs
daintily over the side of the bed, and, flushed, happy, and adorably
dishevelled, looked at him.
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“And now,” she cried gaily, “if you 'll let me put on my frock, I 'll
come with you and auntie to see the pictures.”
He remonstrated. She was tired out; she must rest. But she stood up and
faced him.
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