England -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
He caressed the bowed head tenderly for an instant, then releasing
himself, he clapped his hand on Herold's shoulder and shook it with
rough affection.
“I 'm going to bed,” said he. He moved to the door. There he paused
to nod a good night; but at sight of them both looking sadly at him he
walked back a couple of paces.
“Don't worry about me. I'm at peace with myself for the first time for
years. There 's lots of happiness in the world left.” He smiled again.
“Enough for the three of us--and for Unity.”
He left them, and went to bed in the room which Stellamaris had
furnished for him long ago, and fell into the sleep of the man who
has found rest at last in the calm and certain knowledge of spiritual
things. Unity had not died in vain. And Stellamaris, sitting once more
by Herold's side in the wide bay of the window, and talking with him in
a hushed voice of the wondrous things that had come to pass, knew that
John Risca had spoken a great truth. It had been God's will that so
should the terrible splendour of the world be made manifest.
Herold asked for the million-billionth time in the history of mankind:
“When did you first find that you loved me?”
She replied, perhaps more truly than most maidens:
“There was never a time when I did n't love you. I mean--I don't quite
know what I mean,” she said confusedly. “You see, I 've lived a strange
life, dear,” she went on. “You seem to have been a part of me ever since
I can remember what is worth remembering. You have always understood
things that went on inside me almost before I could tell them to you. I
always wanted you to explain foolishness that I could n't speak of to
any one else.”
“That's very beautiful,” Herold interrupted, “but love is a different
matter. When did the real love come to you?”
“I think it was that morning in the garden when you almost whipped me,”
said Stella. She started an inch or two away from him. “And I 'm sure
you knew it,” she said.
And he remembered, as he had often remembered in his great struggle,
her eyes, turning from agates to diamonds and her words, “Do you love me
like that?”
“Heaven knows, Stellamaris dear; I did not mean to betray myself.”
She laughed the enigmatic laugh of a woman's contentment, and Herold was
too wise to ask why.
They spoke of deepest things. “There is something I must tell you,” said
he, “which up to now I have had to keep secret, and it is right that you
should know.”
And he told Her the story of Unity and himself--the revolver, their
talk of the evil woman, their parting words, his crazed adventure
through the sunny streets.
She listened, her body leaning forward, her hands clasped on her knee.
When he had finished, she sat without change of attitude.
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