Stephen Grattan's Faith: A Canadian StoryRobertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
General
Stephen Grattan's Faith: A Canadian Story
Robertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
Things went better with them for a while. John got work, and took his
family to a little log-house a mile or two from the village; and Alice
began to hope that the better days so much longed for were coming now.
But then came sickness, and then work failed, and--there was no help for
it--the husband must go in search of it, that he might get bread for his
starving family. So, with heavy hearts, they bade one another good-bye.
The wife stayed with her children in the little log-house on the hill,
while the husband went away alone.
He was very wretched. The thirst for strong drink, which he had begun
to think was allayed, came upon him in all its strength, in the double
misery of parting with his family, and going away knowing that he left
his wife with more fear than hope in her heart with regard to him. How
could she hope that he would resist temptation,--he who had yielded to
it so many times? Physically and morally he felt himself unfit for the
battle that lay before him; and there was no one to help him--no one who
cared to help him--he said bitterly to himself, as one after another
passed by him without word or look.
It did not help him to know that the fault was altogether his own. It
was all the worse to bear for that. He had had his chance in life, and
lost it. What was the use of struggling for what could never be
regained? If it were not for the wife and babies at home! And yet
might it not be better even for them if they never were to see him more?
He had come down from his log-house on the hill with a few articles of
wearing apparel made up into a bundle, had bought and paid for a cask of
flour to be sent up to his family, and was now wandering about in a sad
desponding state of mind when Stephen Grattan met him. Stephen spoke a
few cheery words of comfort and courage to the poor broken-spirited
fellow, begged him to be steadfast in his newly-begun purpose of
reformation, and told him of the loving Saviour who would give him all
needful help; who, if he looked to Him, would give him the grace of His
Holy Spirit to enable him to overcome in the hour of temptation. Morely
having thanked him heartily for his kindness, asked him to see that
Smith at the provision shop sent up the flour to his wife next day, or
the family would be in want of food. This Stephen readily promised to
do, and added that he would look after them whilst he was away. The
cheery words of his friend gave him a ray of hope and courage for a
while.
But when Stephen left him at the corner of the street, it was with a
heavy heart that he took his way to the hotel from which the stage was
to start. The public room into which Morely stepped was large and lofty
and brilliantly lighted. There were plenty of respectable people there
at that moment. There was not the same temptation here as at the low
tavern at which he had so often degraded himself below the level of the
beast.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account