I was not prepared for this stinging rebuff. We passed the front of the
Casino, strolling through the shady gardens facing the Concha, and when
we had rested upon a convenient seat, pleasantly sheltered from the sun,
she grew communicative again. While I had been telling her of my
journey over the Pyrenees to Madrid, her grief had been succeeded by
gaiety, and when I related some amusing _contretemps_ that had befallen
me at a wayside _posada_ in the Sierra de Guara, she laughed lightly.
At length at my request, she drew out a silver case, and, in exchange
for my card, gave me one bearing the name "Doroteita d'Avendano."
Then, with an ingenuousness that enhanced her personal charms, she told
me of herself, that she was the only daughter of the Count Miguel
d'Avendano, who had represented Castillejo in the Senate, but who had
died a year ago. The widowed Countess--who had been her companion on
the previous night--had let their mansion in the Calle Ancha de San
Bernardo at Madrid to a wealthy foreigner, and since that time her
mother and herself had been travelling, spending the winter at Cannes,
the spring at Seville, and coming to San Sebastian for a few weeks
previous to going north to Paris. She pointed out their villa from
where we sat, a great white house with a terrace in front, standing out
against a background of foliage on the side of the hill overlooking the
bay. The Count, her father, had, I knew, been one of the most
celebrated of Spanish statesmen. Referring to many well-known
personages at Court as her friends, her observations regarding their
little idiosyncrasies were full of dry humour. With a versatility of
narrative she told me many little anecdotes of the Queen-Regent and the
infant monarch, the knowledge of which betrayed an intimacy with the
domestic arrangements of the palace, and for fully an hour gossiped on
pleasantly.
"And amid this life of gaiety and happiness I find you kneeling in
yonder church, abandoned to melancholy!" I observed at length, half
reproachfully.
The light died out of her face.
"True," she sighed. "Sometimes for an hour or so I manage to forget,
but sooner or later the sorrow that overshadows my life recurs to me in
all its hideous reality, and when I am alone it overwhelms me. To the
world I am compelled to appear _chic_, happy, and thoughtless. Few,
indeed, who know me are aware that my feigned laughter is but a bitter
wail of lamentation, that beneath my smile lies a broken heart."
"And your lover? Was he faithless? What of him?"
"What of him!" she gasped hoarsely, rising from the seat with her hands
clenched. "I--I know nothing of him," she added, with a strange look in
her eyes.
She laughed a hollow laugh, and as she drew on her long _suede_ gloves,
the bells of San Vicente announced the noon.
"I have been out too long already," she added, hurriedly rising. "We
must part."
"May I not accompany you towards your home?" I asked.
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