The mid-winter journey by sleigh through the remote, plague-stricken
district, where poverty, disease, and death were rife on every hand, was
a terrible experience. The distress and suffering I witnessed is
photographed indelibly on the tablets of my memory. Not without
difficulty, I one night found Nikanor Baranovitch, the addressee of the
letter, who was lying on the point of death in the filthy log-built
hospital. He was young, dark-haired, emaciated, but still conscious.
When I handed him the missive, he tore it open eagerly and read it by
the aid of the guttering candle I held.
Suddenly his face was convulsed by anger, and, crying, "Agafia--Agafia!"
he uttered fearful imprecations in Russian. Then, crushing the letter
in his hand, he thrust it into the flame of the candle, and in a moment
the flimsy paper was consumed.
Gasping a word of thanks to me, and crying for the vengeance of heaven
to descend upon some person he did not name, he sank wearily back upon
the dirty straw pallet, and a few moments later had passed to the land
that lies beyond human ken.
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Two years had gone by. I was back again in England, writing
descriptions of events at home, and holding myself in readiness to
journey to any quarter of the globe, should occasion arise.
Frequently in my day-dreams the countenance of the Princess Agafia
Ivanovna passed before me, always serious, always haggard, always
intense.
When, after my journey through Vologda, I returned to the capital, the
Tchikhatzoff Palace was closed, and the only information the burly
_dvornik_ would vouchsafe was that the Princess had gone abroad.
I longed to penetrate the mystery surrounding her, and obtain some
explanation of the extraordinary coincidence of the marks upon her wrist
and mine. I had never been entirely myself since first seeing her.
Some strange, occult spell seemed to enthrall me, for the phenomena I
had experienced were remarkable, while the varied mental sensations were
utterly mystifying.
Horribly morbid thoughts constantly oppressed me. Sometimes they were
of murder, which I felt impelled to commit, even though the very
suggestion was repugnant. At others, in moments of blank despair, I
contemplated the easiest modes of suicide; while through all, I
cherished a deadly hatred towards some person of whose identity I had
not the remotest notion.
In the months that had elapsed after returning to England, I had
gradually grown callous to mental anguish; yet the bodily pain I
frequently experienced in the wrists and across the forehead was
remarkably strange, inasmuch as livid marks would sometimes appear on my
arms without any apparent cause, and disappear as suddenly as they came.
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