City and town life -- Fiction; Mines and mineral resources -- Fiction; Pennsylvania -- Fiction
“How can I show them I don’t want one of them?” she thought. There was
no word of Jarlsen, and everything went on as it had when the one or
two men courted her before Jarlsen took her.
Bowa cut profiles out of paper and asked whose they were, and the
other men performed their trifling social accomplishments. They were
endeavouring to “raise a laugh”; none came.
Late at night a wakeful neighbour heard Emma’s door close, and later
God heard her sobbing. “That Quarry’s done me!” was what she said.
And through the night her eyes burned, and she felt that the darkness
fell like a weight on them. She longed even for Miss Bentley or the
Polack girls’ overdressed Madonnas.
V.
HOPE AHEAD.
“Only the saints and the feeble-minded suffer gladly.”
EMMA tossed restlessly that night. Once the cinder flare leaped upon
her walls, staining them with a flickering orange glow. This incident
emphasized to her mind the horrid blackness that had lately fastened on
their household.
She awoke very early next morning in the final, nervous way that
worried people dread, and sat huddled on the floor of the lean-to in
the still, sunless cold. Jarlsen’s loud talk echoed in the empty
kitchen, but she knew she could not wake him with her voice. The
thought recurred to her with all the force of discovery that, waking or
sleeping, the voices of this world were dead to him.
Black would return to-day. It was odd to call this hour to-day.
The noontide that would bring Black again to Soot City seemed very
different from any dim time of loud agonies like that which makes the
dawns of the sore-hearted.
To-day she would also be paid the “blast money,” part accident
insurance and part Jarlsen’s savings. The anticipation of this pleased
her until she moved into disordered kitchen and saw the chairs as Bowa
and the others had left them, and smelt the lamp that was a survival of
the courting days she had prized. Then she groaned.
For a moment the idea of bringing out the leather barber’s apron and
the keen razors, as a tacit contradiction to any report of her wealth,
seemed a clear inspiration. But with Quarry and Wavering Jim to talk,
she knew all delicate denial to be useless.
She opened the house and sat along the narrow doorsill, her back to
one jamb, her knees drawn up and fixed against the other. As the sun
came up, the cinder flare crept in a stealthy flush along the earth and
lost its power in the heavens as the day grew bright.
At last the cold stung her hands, and the sun chased the shivers down
her back, so that she went again into the house, forgetting that an
hour since she had loathed it. Quarry was with Jarlsen, who clamoured
on, asking questions whose answers he could not hear.
He was learning his deafness by degrees, for his fits of silence were
longer, but with Quarry he talked always. Quarry’s touch was abominable
to the Swede, and his presence pricked to the quick a soul whose every
other approach was blockaded.
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