"But, good Heavens! we shall grow old together!" exclaimed the painter, sitting down at her feet, "and what will you care for other admiration, if your husband see you still beautiful, with the eyes of memory and habit." "Even if I were sure he would so look upon me," answered Miss Bellairs, more seriously, "I cannot but dread an old age without great means of embellishment. Old people, except in poetry and in very primitive society, are dishonored by wants and cares. And, indeed, before we are old--when neither young nor old--we want horses and ottomans, kalydor and conservatories, books, pictures, and silk curtains--all quite out of the range of your little allowance, don't you see!" "You do not love me, Fanny!" "I do--and will marry you, Philip--as I, long ago, with my whole heart, promised. But I wish to be happy with you--as happy, quite as happy, as is at all possible, with our best efforts, and coolest, discreetest management. I laugh the matter over sometimes, but I may tell you, since you are determined to be in earnest, that I have treated it, in my solitary thought, as the one important event of my life--(so indeed it is!)--and, as such, worthy of all forethought, patience, self-denial, and calculation. To inevitable ills I can make up my mind like other people. If your art were your only hope of subsistence--why--I don't know--(should I look well as a page?)--I don't know that I couldn't run your errands and grind your paints in hose and doublet. But there is another door open for you--a counting-house door, to be sure--leading to opulence and all the appliances of dignity and happiness, and through this door, my dear Philip, the art you would live by comes to pay tribute and beg for patronage. Now, out of your hundred and twenty reasons, give me the two stoutest and best, why you should refuse your brother's golden offer of partnership--my share, in your alternative of poverty, left for the moment out of the question." Rather overborne by the confident decision of his beautiful cousin, and having probably made up his mind that he must ultimately yield to her, Philip replied in a lower and more dejected tone: "If you were not to be a sharer in my renown, should I be so fortunate as to acquire it, I should feel as if it were selfish to dwell so much on my passion for distinction, and my devotion to my pencil as a means of winning it. My heart is full of you--but it is full of ambition, too, paradox though it be. I cannot live ignoble. I should not have felt worthy to press my love upon you--worthy to possess you--except with the prospect of celebrity in my art. You make the world dark to me, Fanny! You close down the sky, when you shut out this hope! Yet it shall be so." Philip paused a moment, and the silence was uninterrupted.