Stories by Foreign Authors: German — Volume 1 — John Shaqi
Stories by Foreign Authors: German — Volume 1
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Stories by Foreign Authors: German — Volume 1
Short stories, German -- Translations into English
Having finished this little drawing, Warren laid down his pipe,
inclined his head on one side, and raising his eyebrows, examined his
work with a critical frown. "This compass is not yet quite complete,"
he said; "there is something missing. Between Dead Stop and Moderate
Desires on the right, and Slight Troubles on the left, there is the
beautiful line of Calm and Rational Indifference. However, such as the
drawing is, it is sufficient to demonstrate my theory. Do you follow
me?"
Hermann nodded affirmatively. He was greatly pained. In lieu of the
friend of his youth, for whom he had hoped a brilliant future, here was
a poor monomaniac!
"You see," said Warren, speaking collectedly, like a professor, "if I
raise my pendulum till it reaches the point of Moderate Desires and
then let it go, it will naturally swing to the point of Slight
Troubles, and go no further. Then it will oscillate for some time in a
more and more limited space on the line of Indifference, and finally it
will stand still without any jerk on Dead Stop, Absolute Repose. That
is a great consolation!"
He paused, as if waiting for some remark from Hermann; but as the
latter remained silent, Warren resumed his demonstration.
"You understand now, I suppose, what I am coming to. If I raise the
pendulum to the point of Ambition or Mania of Greatness, and then let
it go, that same law which I have already applied will drive it to Deep
Sorrow or Despair. That is quite clear, is it not?"
"Quite clear," repeated Hermann sadly.
"Very well," continued Warren, with perfect gravity; "for my
misfortune, I discovered this fine theory rather late. I had not set
bounds to my dreams and limited them to trifles. I had wished to be
President of the Republic, an illustrious savant, the husband of Ellen.
No great things, eh? What say you to my modesty? I had raised the
pendulum to such a giddy height that when it slipped from my impotent
hands it naturally performed a long oscillation, and touched the point
Despair. That was a miserable time. I hope you have never suffered what
I suffered then. I lived in a perpetual nightmare--like the stupor at
intoxication." He paused, as he had done before, and then, with a
painfully nervous laugh, he added, "Yes, like intoxication. I drank."
Suddenly a spasm seemed to pass over his face, he looked serious and
sad as before, and he said, with a shudder, "It's a terrible thing to
see one's self inwardly, and to know that one is fallen."
After this he remained long silent. At last, raising his head, he
turned to his friend and said, "Have you had enough of my story, or
would you like to hear it to the end?"
"I am grieved at all you have told me," said Hermann; "but pray go on;
it is better I should know all."
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