Short stories, German -- Translations into English
My dreadful fate now stared me in the face in all its gigantic and
unchangeable horror. The source of tears was exhausted within me; no
groans escaped my breast; but with cool indifference I bared my
unprotected head to the blast. “Bendel,” said I, “you know my fate;
this heavy visitation is a punishment for my early sins: but as for
thee, my innocent friend, I can no longer permit thee to share my
destiny. I will depart this very night—saddle me a horse—I will set out
alone. Remain here, Bendel—I insist upon it: there must be some chests
of gold still left in the house—take them, they are thine. I shall be a
restless and solitary wanderer on the face of the earth; but should
better days arise, and fortune once more smile propitiously on me, then
I will not forget thy steady fidelity; for in hours of deep distress
thy faithful bosom has been the depository of my sorrows.” With a
bursting heart, the worthy Bendel prepared to obey this last command of
his master; for I was deaf to all his arguments and blind to his tears.
My horse was brought—I pressed my weeping friend to my bosom—threw
myself into the saddle, and, under the friendly shades of night,
quitted this sepulchre of my existence, indifferent which road my horse
should take; for now on this side the grave I had neither wishes,
hopes, nor fears.
After a short time I was joined by a traveller on foot, who, after
walking for a while by the side of my horse, observed that as we both
seemed to be travelling the same road, he should beg my permission to
lay his cloak on the horse’s back behind me, to which I silently
assented. He thanked me with easy politeness for this trifling favor,
praised my horse, and then took occasion to extol the happiness and the
power of the rich, and fell, I scarcely know how, into a sort of
conversation with himself, in which I merely acted the part of
listener. He unfolded his views of human life and of the world, and,
touching on metaphysics, demanded an answer from that cloudy science to
the question of questions—the answer that should solve all mysteries.
He deduced one problem from another in a very lucid manner, and then
proceeded to their solution.
You may remember, my dear friend, that after having run through the
school-philosophy, I became sensible of my unfitness for metaphysical
speculations, and therefore totally abstained from engaging in them.
Since then I have acquiesced in some things, and abandoned all hope of
comprehending others; trusting, as you advised me, to my own plain
sense and the voice of conscience to direct, and, if possible, maintain
me in the right path.
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