Stories of Christmas and the Bowie knife — John Shaqi
Stories of Christmas and the Bowie knifeDobie, J. Frank (James Frank)
History
Stories of Christmas and the Bowie knife
Dobie, J. Frank (James Frank)
Bowie knife; Christmas; Texas -- History
I wasn’t yet reading when for Christmas I received an illustrated book,
with a linen cover, about an owl that hooted. On demand my father read
it aloud over and over. We could hear owls hooting in the live oaks
many nights of the year, and my father could talk owl talk. Every time
he read the book he had to tell us what the owl says, in words long
drawn out from deep down: “I cook for myself. Who cooks for you-all?”
There are very few conversationalists to whom I had rather listen than
to a hoot owl, and often to this day his lonely and beautiful _who-ing_
takes me back to a Christmas of childhood, to a child’s book, and to my
father’s voice.
There were no commercial Santa Clauses in the country, so far as I
know. The only Santa Claus for us was my father. At an early age I
learned his identity, but that knowledge had no effect on the great
illusion, any more than knowing that a grown woman could not literally
live in a shoe had on the Mother Goose fact that there was an old woman
who lived in a shoe--and she had so many children she didn’t know what
to do.
My father cut the Christmas tree out in the pasture--a comely live oak
or maybe a “knock-away” (_anacahuita_)--and brought it in secretly.
After it was hung with gifts and lighted with little colored candles
and we had all gathered to behold it, Santa Claus would bound in, all
in white and red, as cheery in his ruddy complexion, reindeer country
manners, other-world talk, and contagious spirits as the Saint
Nicholas of “The Night before Christmas.” In disguised voice he called
out the names on the packages and added joy to the gift in the way he
presented it. Then he would disappear, and presently Papa would come in
and claim his own presents with as much eagerness as we had received
ours.
“The gift without the giver is bare.” Gifts can be manufactured, some
beautiful, many useful, but giving-out feelings can’t be--though they
can be cultivated. The love and cheer associated with Christmas will
always be the best thing about it. How often just a good word that
conveys the word-giver’s generosity of spirit enriches people! I
remember the “Merry Christmas, sir!” of a gray-haired woman scrubbing
stone steps at a college in Cambridge, England, during the war; and
recollection of her sturdy, cheerful, kind nature brightens my world. I
can hear my mother’s “Christmas Gift” or “Merry Christmas” as I write
these words. Whoever heard her greeting received a gift, for she meant
every syllable of it, felt every tone in it.
Sunrise, starlight, silence of dusk are never trite. Generous feelings
and cheering words are never trite. Merry Christmas!
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In memory as well as in actuality, Christmas is the time for coming
home. Many a father lives for these homecomings of a scattered brood,
but it is the mothers who make them. Fay Yauger’s “I Remember” suggests
something of almost universal contrast:
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