Orient had hesitated in her last sentence, wondering how she could deny
herself the sympathy in her little pursuits that through this time she
had received from Reymund. She had not encountered it before; it was
delightful to her; perhaps it only had not taught her love because she
did not know what love was. She had but little knowledge of human
nature, almost none at all of her own nature: she preferred natural
religion before theology, natural history, with its grandiose
revolutions, before the petty struggles of warriors and diplomatists
which her view was not broad enough to throw into epochs and revolutions
more grandiose yet: it was Reymund who had taught her to look with
kindly curiosity upon the lives of those about her, in hopes, it may be,
of teaching her at last to look in upon her own. Of that she was
unaware; but the interest in the flower never found before to-day, the
discovery of the bird whose note had ravished the ear last sunset, the
hunt up brookside and hill for a fragment of quartz that should have a
mountain range and outlying spurs of amethyst crystals, or one full of
imbedded beryls, the shining hexagons like drops of light filtered
through seawater, or any heap of blooded garnets, a blaze of concrete
color; the search into the age of the old pine-tree on the precipice;
into the mountain strata, and the wonderment concerning that day of the
earth’s date on which they were upheaved; the tracing out the path of
some glacier with all its ancient and icy terrors overgrown by the
verdant moss and turf of the moraine; the perpetual looking for the
Maker’s fingers in his work,--all this, and such as this, she would miss
and must resign if she forbade those recurring Saturdays. And then, on
the other hand, a friend to meet with the results of work, the choice
book, the week’s research, its thought, its fancy: she who had had no
intimates, few friends--
Reymund did not wait for her to balance her ideas.
“The train arrives,” said he, “by five o’clock,--a little before. Every
Saturday, therefore, at five o’clock, I shall be in your drawing-room.”
The thing was settled, then, without her. She began all at once to fear
that, after all, it would not happen so; he would let other things creep
between; when he was fairly at a distance from her he would be angry
with her for having quite failed to feel that entire satisfaction in
him, to give him that love which, in a high ideal, she believed to be
due from every woman to her husband; a thousand things would hinder.
“I can hardly believe it,” she said.
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